Nialls baby

Ch. 29

*Niall's POV*

On the plane I stare at a picture of Lauren and Peyt that I took the day after she was born. I miss them so much already and its only been 2 hours.

"You ok mate?" Liam says and shakes me from my thoughts

"Sorry what?" I say confused

"He asked if you were alright" Harry says

"I want my babies" I say quietly

Zayn chuckles "why don't you call Lauren?"

"I will as soon as we land" I say

"I wish they could come with us" Louis says "I really want to keep an eye on Peyton"

"Get some sleep boys, remember you do have fans to please" Paul says

"WHAT ABOUT MY FAMILY?? HUH? WHAT ABOUT THEM I CAN'T PLEASE THEM?!?!" I shout suddenly becoming enraged

"No Niall you know that's not what I meant" Paul says sternly

"You know what Paul I'm sick of you ruining everything!! I'm not allowed to be with my daughter because you say that life must go on!!! But maybe I don't want life to go on maybe I want to sit at home with my fiancé and daughter and just be left alone!!" I scream at Paul and spit in his face by mistake but it adds to it quite nicely

"Is that what you really want Niall?" Harry says

"YES HARRY YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT ITS LIKE LEAVING YOUR CHILD!!! IM GOING TO MISS EVERYTHING IN HER LIFE!! FIRST SMILE, FIRST TIME SHE SITS UP AND ROLLS OVER!! EVERYTHING!!! I'M SCARED TO DEATH THAT SHE WON'T EVEN KNOW WHO I AM YOU DONT KNOW HOW THAT FEELS!!!!" I scream at the top of my lungs and try to storm out but there's no where to go so instead I grab the glass cup of pop on the chair an chuck it on the ground and it smashes and a piece hits zayn in the leg and he starts bleeding

"Look what you did Niall!!!" Paul shouts

"I DONT CARE PAUL!!" I say and stomp into the bathroom cuz theres no where else to go

A couple minutes later Louis walks in

"I know how it feels Niall, I know how hard it is to leave your child at home" he says

"I'm sorry Lou I just got carried away" I say and tears slip down my cheeks

"I know buddy, the boys know that too" Louis says and pats my back

"I just want to be with Lauren" I say

"And I want to be with Peyton and Liam wants to be with Sara and Zayn wants to be with Perrie and Harry wants to be with whoever Harry wants to be with." Louis says "but atleast we have each other, so maybe we can try to live with that for right now"

"I want to go home Lou" I say "I don't want this anymore"

"I'm not gonna tell you what to do Niall but before you make a decision like that I think you should talk to Lauren" Louis suggests

"I will, thanks mate" I say and stand up

*Lauren's POV*

After I get Peyt down for bed I get a call from Niall

*on the phone*

N: hey babe

L: hey

N: we just landed in the US

L: I just got Peyt down for bed

N: send a picture to me I wanna see my baby girl

L: I will

N: Lauren I wanna come home

L: like leave tour?

N: yea

L: no Niall I won't let you do that

N: but you need me

L: but your living your dream Niall this is what you've always wanted to do. So go Niall don't worry about us we're good here my mother and P are helping me and don't worry I will show her pictures of you all the time and how could she forget her daddy. Go Niall go live your dream and me and Peyt will be waiting here for you when you come back

N: thank you Lauren I love you more than you will ever know

L: I'm pretty sure I love you more

N: if you say so

L: so how's America

N: it's beautiful I love it here

L: I know you do

N: go get some sleep say hello to Peyton for me and give Peyt a kiss for me

L: will do, good night Ni

N: good night Lauren, sweet dreams love you

L: you too

*phone call ended*

Peyt starts crying so I walk over and take her out of her crib

"mommys here baby your ok" I whisper

I sit in the rocking chair with her and look out the window

And soon after both Peyt and I find sleep and I'm pretty sure she's dreaming of Niall too.