now if you never shoot you'll never know

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Ashley and I went back to New Jersey and got high on weed I bought from Zach. We sat in her kitchen, on the sink giggling at the bubbles I was blowing from the bottle of bubbles I found in the bathroom.

I blew some more and Ashley followed them around the kitchen, popping them with her hands and giggling "More Matty more!!" She clapped as I blew more at her.

I giggled "Hey Ashley?"

"What?"

"Let's get drunk"

"I thought you were staying sober" she poked me in the ribs

"Fuck that shit, come on" I grabbed her hand and we went to the liquor store around the corner, three blocks from the train station.

We went inside and to the drink at the back of the shop.
"Did you bring money?" I whispered to her

She giggled "No"

I rolled my eyes "Hide it under your jacket"

"Matty, we can't steal! It's wrong!"

"Ashley we smoked fucking illegal pot for the last hour" I gave her a look

She giggled some more "You're so bad Matty"

I was starting to come down, I was becoming irritated at her. I took the two bottles and I handed her the gun hidden under my petticoat "If I get caught, point it at him"

"But I've never held a gun before"

"If you never shoot, you'll never know"

I took a t-shirt from the basket behind me and using the edge of the basket and cut some holes in it so she could see and breathe and then I put it over her head. "Ready?"

She nodded, hiding the gun under her yellow jacket and I slowly walked out of the shop. The man instantly caught me and shouted after me "HEY!! GET BACK HERE!!"

I ran out of the shop and onto the sidewalk.
And then I heard a bang.

(a/n : I don't know anything about the effect that marijuana has on you so if I'm incorrect, please let me know and I'll change it lmao
Also this scene is intensE)

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