Chapter 3

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   Three weeks of school and rearranging our new home have passed. I have been looking at Mr. Fallon less and less in History class. I don't need Kylie's bullshit. Or bullshit from her clique... I haven't sat next to Mr. Fallon either at lunch. Olivia sits with me now. She's in my Gym class and I met her on the second day of school. She's really sweet and she introduced me to a few of her other friends. I sit with a table of 6 or 7 at lunch. As for boys, there's this one kid named Ashton in my Math class. I also feel comfortable with sitting next to Taylor on the bus now.

   As I'm walking home from school, I remember soccer starts soon. My mother takes me to tryouts and I make it on the best team. I've been playing for 7 years now. Next week is when I get my uniform and have my first practice. I hope that bitch Kylie isn't on my team.

   I can't believe it's almost October. I get up on this chilly autumn morning and throw on a long sweater and some leggings with black combat boots. I remember tonight is my first soccer practice. I don't even know who's on my team. The thought that Kylie could potentially be on my team causes my heart to race. I also remember I have to pass in my History essay as well.

   ''Everyone pass in your essays from the other night. It counts as a quiz grade and you will be having a quiz coming up on Thursday,'' explains Mr. Fallon. I brought my textbook, binder, and folder to class today. I rummage through my folder to find it. I put all my homework into one folder. I also noticed the papers were static, sticking together. I was the last person to pass it in. ''Thank you, Rose.'' I walk back to my seat. We were assigned some bookwork and then class ended shortly after that.

   Oh. My. God. My note. I flopped onto my bed, feeling hopeless. ''I wrote that note for myself, and now I don't know who has custody of it,'' I announce. Whoever finds it will think I'm insane. It was on a lined piece of folded paper and it read: You're the authority in which I need, some guidance, lead me. You're just a temporary figure. That's all you are. To me. To him. To her. Temporary isn't enough. You're just a temporary figure. Don't leave. - Rose Salvatore

   Now I've got bigger fish to fry: retrieving my note. All I can imagine is showing up at soccer tonight and seeing Kylie with the note passing it around and making fun of me. It could be anywhere. I presume it fell out in the halls or something.

   ''Everyone line up and do some stretching before we get to know everyone,'' says Coach Michael. No sign of Kylie. I think she dances or cheerleads or something like that. She probably thinks soccer is a boy's sport. She's so full of herself and flaunts her possessions. I hate how teachers give her so much attention because she puts herself out there, but not for anything good. ''Alright everyone so we have eleven players: Olivia, Chloe, Alex, Lily, Rose, Jasmine, Audrey, Christine, Sydney, Kaycee, and Mia.''

  Practice went well and I like my new team. I even have Olivia on my team. Some parents went there to meet the coach and watch their daughters practice. One father was so supportive. I get this empty feeling when I see this. It's almost like I'm a torn stuffed animal that needs to be sewn. This has been a long day, and I have school tomorrow. My stomach drops when I remember my note it still missing.

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