It was all for you (a BVB fanfic.)

I will carry you my darkest desire

~Andy's POV~

Its been a while and i haven't heard anything from Brooke. I'm getting worried, she walked upstairs 30 minutes ago, i've rang the guys and told them whats happened, they're on their way over with chocolate and teddy bears, Ash came up with an idea that we should all sit in her bed and eat chocolate, cake, hug teddies and watch movies as Ash know when somethings wrong with Brooke she likes to sleep it off so she'd be in bed.

I was about to walk upstairs when the door bell rang, i answered it, it was the guys. "Hey where is she?" Ash asked. "Shes upstairs can you go check on her please i don't know what shes doing" i answered.

The others came in and Ash walked up stairs.

~Ashley's POV ~

I walk upstairs and find that her bedroom door is open, theres a box of razors on the floor and two on her carpet covered in blood, i started to worry. Every other door upstairs was open...except the bathroom. I try going in but its locked. "ANDY QUICKLY COME HERE NOW" i yell.

Andy came running up. I told him to look in Brooke's room as i tried knocking the bathroom door down, he came running out, pushed me out of the way and started kicking the door yelling for Brooke to open up. Everyone came running upstairs looking worried.

BANG! The door opened, Sammi screamed, Andy and i ran in trying to get Brooke down. She had hung herself. She actually went that far...i knew she had some troubles with self harm but we all thought she stopped. "SAMMI, JINXX, JAKE, CC SOMEONE, ANYONE CALL AN AMBULANCE" i yell.

Andy's holding Brooke in his arms. He's crying so much whispering "Brooke why? Why honey? I need you so much you can't do this, stay with me just stay okay, we'll help you as much as we can just stay here"

She's still alive, but barely breathing. Its a good thing we found her when we did. Everyone is crying, the paramedics came running upstairs and take her down, she's turning blue. I'm even more worried now.

I'm still upstairs in the bathroom whilst everyone else is outside with Brooke. Andy and CC are in the ambulance with her whilst Sammi, Jake and Jinxx are behind it. They forgot about me. They left me here..

I cant bare to be in this bathroom, when i saw her, when i saw her hanging there i just my whole entire world came crashing down. Her and Sammi are pretty much the only girls i've gotten close to that are pretty and funny and amazing.

I walk into Brooke's room, grab the yellow box full of razors and throw them out the window. I can't let her do this anymore, when, well if she survives this i need to talk to her about it.

~CC's POV~

I hop into the ambulance with Andy and Brooke, i can't believe shes done this.. I need her to survive, she's my best friend i have no idea what i'd do with out her.

Andy hasn't talked to anyone...he's just staring at her with tears in his eyes. We're both holding her hands whilst the paramedics are fixing her up. I look down at the ground to only hear a beep that continued.

"We're losing her!!!" I here a paramedic yell.

"Come on baby, don't leave me, i need you so much... Brooke if you die.. I will join you in a matter of hours" Andy says. "Andy no." I say

"Yes CC."

"Andy, think about it. Would she want you to die? Would she want you to leave the band? Would she want you to leave all of the BVB Army? No she wouldn't. Don't do this." I say.

He just looks at me. Tears pouring out.

"ONE TWO THREE CLEAR! ONE TWO THREE CLEAR OKAY SHES RESPONDING ONE MORE TIME OKAY ONE TWO THREE" a paramedic say.

She gasps and breathes. They cover up her cuts with bandages and puts an oxygen mask on her.

I can't believe shes alive... After all shes went to, with the death of her parents and being raped and bashed, with everything thats gone on.. I can't believe shes still here, shes the strongest woman i know for sure.