It was all for you (a BVB fanfic.)

The final chapter

PLEASE PUT "IRIS" BY SLEEPING WITH SIRENS ON REPEAT AS YOU READ THIS CHAPTER PLEASE, IT HITS YOU IN THE FEELS.

Andy's POV~~

- Brooke's Funeral -

"Hello, thank you for coming. Today we are sadly saying goodbye to Brooke Biersack. She was a caring and loving mother, friend, wife and family member. She had her hardships in life, but she will never be forgotten. She was only 20 and now her beautiful daughter Carolyn has to grow up with her dad, alone. Its so sad to think that no matter what Brooke went through she was always there and always fighting, she never gave up, she never gave in. Her husband Andy would now like to say a few words" the priest said.

"Hello. I'm Andy, her husband. I met Brooke 4 years ago, i knew that one day i would marry her, and i did, 2 years ago. She made me feel feelings i had never felt before, i can't believe she's really gone. She was a member of the BVB Army, a warrior of youth, my fallen angel. I met Brooke 4 years ago at a concert me and the band i play in were performing at. Ever since then, we were all close, i almost lost her 3 years ago. She attempted suicide and i almost lost her, i didn't think i'd ever see her again. Today will be the start of many hard days. We have a beautiful daughter together, Carolyn. She's only about 2. Brooke wanted to name her Carolyn because of my bands song "Carolyn", i believe she said that if she was ever upset or going through a hard time that she could listen to the song Carolyn, it'd be her song. And forever it will be. I remember everything we did, all the little bits and pieces that made her perfect. She's my gorgeous wife and she always will be." I started. I placed my hand on Brooke's coffin and said "Brooke my beautiful girl, i promise you from this day forward, i will never love another girl as much as i love you, i will never forget you, i will never leave you, you will always be in my heart, everyones heart, you were loved by so many, i wish this was just a dream, i don't want to lose my girl. Every time i see Carolyn all i see is you baby, she has your eyes, your dimples, your cute little laugh, and when she grows up she'll be just as beautiful as her mummy!" I looked up at the people who had arrived and all of BVB and the BVB girlfriends were in tears. I look over at Carolyn and started tearing up. Every day will be a reminder Brooke isn't here anymore.

"I'd like to say the last words Brooke said to me. As i sat there next to her, with our hands intertwined, our matching tattoo's matching up perfectly, it broke me, seeing my baby girl in so much pain, she was pale and weak and we both knew she wouldn't be here much longer. I held her hand tightly and kissed her lips and she kissed back, knowing it'd be one of the last ones we'd have, you know that when you die, although you can't see anything or breathe you still hear everything around you for 5 minutes and that broke my heart. I told her i love her and i'd never forget her and she'll always be my baby and i will never give up on her or Carolyn, she looked at me and said 'tell Carolyn i love her and i'll always be in her heart, tell her not to be afraid of who she is, its okay! She doesn't need to be afraid to be different! She'll be so beautiful, Andy please no matter who she turns out to be, don't give up on her!' tears rolled down our faces as i kissed her again. 'I'm so proud of you Brooke, and everything you've done, for being who you are, for fighting as long as you did, you'll always be a bvb army, you'll always be a fallen angel, you'll always be in our hearts!' I told her, she looked at me with her eyes filling with tears. Her breathing was getting weaker, she was dying. 'Don't be afraid to let go sweetie, its okay, we all fall down sometimes, but you'll always be my girl' i told her as i rubbed her hair out of her face. 'Andy, i'll always be in your heart okay, you can do anything, i believe in you, you are my rebel love song, i've always loved you, you were my saviour, tell BVB i love them too and the girls' she said in barely a whisper. I kissed her cheek, 'i love you' i said as i looked into her eyes and pressed my forehead against hers, kissing it and moving back to holding her hand. And with a tear strained face she closed her eyes and whispered 'i love you too, more than i could ever scream' and then i heard a noise i never wanted to hear. 'Beeeeeeeeeeeeep' it broke me, i literally felt my heart shatter. My wife was dead, she was gone, its only been a week since she left, and it already feels like forever. Our little girl wakes me up in the morning asking 'daddy wheres mummy', she has to grow up with out her mum. But i promise i will never let you down. Brooke i will always miss you, you'll be forever in our hearts my fallen angel who returned home" i said as tears streamed down my face. My heart is completely broken. And it will take forever to get it back together.