It was all for you (a BVB fanfic.)

Never give in

Andy's POV~~~

"Andy..listen, i know what the doctors said, but, Paige..it started off as breast cancer and then she ended up with bone cancer and had to wear wigs, the doctors told her the same thing. I'm going to look like a fucking freak! I don't want to lose my hair, my hair is the only fucking thing i like on my body everything else is either fat, ugly or crooked. I'm just a fucking ugly ass freak who has cancer, who will most likely lose all of my hair, and will most likely fucking die because i'm not strong. I act like i am because you guys are my saviours and your message is for people to do their best and not care what people think but how can i not when i'm dying hmm?" Brooke said before storming out of the car.

I sat there in silence, i was completely shocked at what she had just said..

"I don't see how she can think that Andy... she's one of the most beautiful girls i've ever met.. it honestly kills me seeing her like this." CC said. "CC what if she's right.. what if she does die?" i asked. CC sighed and hopped out of the car, leaving me alone. I felt warm tears escape my eyes and fall onto my pale coloured cheeks. I didn't like hospitals, they always creep me out. I always stayed in the car because Brooke was always weak and exhausted when she came out so she's want to go home straight away.

- One and a half hours later -

I started working on some new songs, ironincally every one was about Brooke.. god what she does to me.. ugh!

*phone rings*

"Hello?"

"Hey Andy we're coming back to the car make sure you're ready to go because she doesn't look good"

"hmm damn, okay CC i'll be ready"

*end phone call*

I hung up and quickly shoved the songs i had written in the glove box, moments later CC was walking toward the car with a very pale and ill looking Brooke on his back. I hopped out of the car and opened the back door allowing CC enough space to put her down so she could sleep comfortably in the car.

CC hopped in the front and we drove away. "Andy.." CC began. "Mmm?" i said, still concentrating on the road. "Are you okay? You know Brooke's going to be fine right? They said that the cancer isn't even that bad.." he finished. "CC thats not the problem, i know she's going to be okay, she's one of our soliders from our army, she's bulletproof! Its just..i.. i love her and i don't want to tell her because well i am afraid she's going to be angry at me and shes going to hate me... and plus i'm pretty sure she's in love with Ashley" i said.

"Andy don't assume-- I love you too Andy.." CC began before Brooke cut him off. I slammed my foot on the breaks causing the car to come to a hault. "WHAT?!!!" i said a little to enthusiastically. "i..i..i l-love you Andy" Brooke said as she looked down biting her lip. All i could do was smile. Brooke laughed, then lookes at CC and burst out into a laughing fit, confused i faced CC who had the biggest smile on his face. He looked like a little kid who just met santa and got a shit load of candy; his eyes were lit up and his smile was possibably as wide as it could go. "Oh my fucking god CC you goon!" i laughed as i started the car again. "we'll talk later Brooke.." i said as we drove away once again.

- 1 hour later -

We arrived to the bus and Brooke was asleep. The poor girl, she shouldn't have to go through this, i can't help but wish it was me. I got out of the car and carried her inside, jake helped me in her room. She looked peaceful when she slept. "Jake can i talk to you please?" "Sure Andy!"

We walked out of the bunks and i told him everything, how Brooke said she loved me, about how she thought we would think she would be a freak if she lost her hair, all of that..he was silent for what seemed like forever.

"Jake i don't know what to do..."

Nothing. Not a peep came from him. Absolutely nothing.

"Well Andy...it all depends on whether you want to stay friends with Ashley, either way, you're gonna have to talk to him about this"

I knew he was right, i just hoped he would take it good.

"Ughhh i better do it now" i say heading back inside. "Ash i need to speak to you" "okay hang on."

This is it. I'm telling him now. Fuck. Im so nervous why am i so nervous oh god help.

"Andy, don't bother, its obvious that Brooke loves you, go to her, be with her." Ashley said. I was shocked, how did he know? "Uh Ashley are you sure? Don't you love her?" I asked. "Andy of course i love her, but i can tell you truly love her, knowing me, i'd probably end up breaking her heart and i love her to much to do that, plus i think if we dated it will ruin our friendship and i don't want to lose my Purdy girl. So Andy, go for it." He replied. I'm too shocked to even speak, i just stood there with my mouth open. He chuckled and patted my shoulder before walking back onto the bus.

Without even realising it a smile had creeped its way up to my face. This was my chance, to make everything right.

I can finally be happy, i can finally love her, and not have to hide it. This is it. We can be happy, all of us, no awkward tensions, nothing, no arguments, i can stop being depressed, i can stop drinking, our concerts can go back on, everything will be the way it should be. Oh how joyed i am right now. My smile keeps growing oh my god, to say i'm happy in an understatement.