It was all for you (a BVB fanfic.)

New beginnings

I woke up still on CC's lap. Ash and Andy were asleep on each other, Sammi and Jinxx were cuddling, Jake was in the kitchen sitting at the table. I got up and sat next to him. "Jake whats wrong? You seem really sad lately..." I said.

He looked at me sadly and then he spoke "Brooke you have to know i cant hold this in anymore! Andy didn't cheat on you.."

"What?!" I asked confused.

"He didn't cheat on you, he was planning for you guys to get a new house so you could move away from this house and forget everything thats happened but then you dumped him and started dating Ashley" he said sadly. "excuse me Jake...i'm not with Ashley" i interrupted.

Was i? Is that how people saw us now? Were we a couple? If we were i had no idea...did he say we were together?

"Who said we were together Jake?" I asked rudely, "no one but we all assumed because you live with him and stuff" he said as he got up. "WELL WE ARENT SO STOP THINKING WE ARE DONT EVEN MENTION IT JAKE, I LOVE ANDY FOR FUCK SAKE I LOVE HIM AND I LOVE HIM A LOT BUT IT JUST WONT WORK OKAY IT WONT WORK EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON AND YOU KNOW WHAT I GUESS I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A DEPRESSED BITCH WHO IS APPARENTLY DATING THE LOVE OF MY LIFE'S BEST FRIEND AND BASS PLAYER JUST FUCKING DROP IT" i yelled.

I turned around to see Andy standing there. I had tears in my eyes and just pushed past him. I couldn't do this anymore. I ran to Sammi and Jinxx's bathroom and just collapsed to the floor in tears, i looked over and found a small mirror. I broke it and grabbed one of the shards of glass and cut. I promised i would stop but, no, i can't do this, i needed my escape.

After all, who could love a girl with scars? So if i do this, i wont be in the middle of a love triangle. I'd be happy. I think i'm gonna go to England and live with Paige..i need a break.

"Brooke, honey is everything okay? its been an hour.." I heard the calm tones from Sammi say, i didn't answer, just sat there with dry blood on my arms. "Brooke please i'm worried" she said after a few minutes. "I-I'm okay Sam i just need some time" i answered. "Okay well i'm down stairs if you need me" she said before she walked away.

I could hear yelling coming from down stairs. It brought more tears to my eyes as i remembered the events of this morning. How did it get like this? A few months ago we were all happy and we were all friends, now everyone cant bare to stay in the same room as one another.

I grabbed my phone and rang Paige.

"Paige can i please come and live with you? So much has happened i really need you right now" i say as i start to cry. "Sure come in a few days see you then i gotta finish work now, i'll call you later" she said before hanging up.

I walked down stairs and everyone stopped arguing at me and stared at me. It was only at that moment i forgot to cover my cuts, shit!

"Brooke-" CC began before i cut him off. "I'm moving to England. I leave tomorrow so....bye" i said before walking out the door.

I walked to Ashley's house, grabbed my important things and headed for a hotel. I left a note on the counter that said "I'm sorry" on it before walking out.

I get to the hotel and just sleep.

-next day-

I wake up and take a shower, getting ready to go to the airport, i've called a mover company and they will pick up the rest of my things from Ashley's and take it to the airport to move to England. I looked at my phone and found so many texts and missed calls from the guys, I'm not going to answer any of them. I need a break, a new beginning.

I call a taxi and within 20 minutes i had arrived at the airport. I have 45 minutes before i board, i decide to text Paige. "Hey 45 mins til boarding see ya soon! xx" she replies immediately "YAY OKAY SEE YA SOON TWINNIE!"

I go through some of the texts the guys have sent.

CC: Brooke please don't leave, you're my best friend, i need you x i saw your cuts by the way, please stop..it breaks my heart...</3

Ash: Brooke...did i do something? Why are you moving? :( i will miss you so much please answer?

Jake: Brookey don't leave us, who will i pick on now!? I need my sissy<3

Jinxx: Dani please come back, dont leave!

Andy: Brooke. I know i can't stop you but just please remember that i love you so much and i didn't want us to end, but everything happens for a reason i guess.

I replied back to them all, "you'll be fine with out me, i love you but i need a break xx"

"Flight 307 to England please go to boarding gate number 3" came over the loud speaker, this is my plane, i look out the window for what i will last see of LA and boarded the plane.

I take my seat and just look out the window....god will i miss Andy, i don't know who to believe one minute he cheated, the next he didn't ugh, why me?