i am here
i feel the music in my mind
the energy in the room
jumping, screaming, crying
louder and louder it gets until i can no longer hold it in
a smile finds its way onto my grey face
a laugh erupts from the depths of my lungs
suddenly i'm gone
into a room with 300 other people
jumping...screaming...crying
suddenly all the lights go out
more jumping
more screaming
more crying
but it was not in joy and ecstasy, but in terror. pain.
i'm ripped out of that world by my throat. i cannot feel
how long was i gone?
approximately 53 minutes.
again i am bland. i am grey.
i am nothing.
nothing in a world of somethings.
a break. 120 minutes of exploring the same beaten path as every day before this
soon enough i find my way back to my sanctuary.
a room? a bunker you say?
nope. wrong.
a screen.
a portal if you will.
that will take me there, to the sanctuary. my home. my something in a world of nothing.
and to my saviors.
two simple boys from Columbus, Ohio
one with black tattoos and the other with bright yellow hair.
they welcome me back and sing my name.
and again, i am something... in a world of everything
