I check the time and it's 4:30pm.
Shawn and I are laying down on my bed talking about what will happen if dad refuses to let this all happen.
"If he says no to it all I promise we can do long distance and just meet up whenever I'm home." Shawn tells me and I nod my head.
"I know but what will my management say? They really want me to do this TV show it airs next year but filming starts in a two months and auditions start in four days." I sigh and Shawn just pulls us closer together.
"Just always remember I love you." Shawn mumbles and gives me a kiss.
"I love you, Shawn." I smile and he kisses me again.
His arms are wrapped around my waist and my hands are playing with his hair as always.
Shawn pulls away after a few minutes and smiles at me.
"I better go, your mom will be here soon." He presses his lips together. He seems as nervous as me almost.
"We'll be okay I promise, Shawn." I reassure not just Shawn, but myself too.
I guess if we're meant to be we'll be, as cheesy as that sounds.
"I know, now I better go, bye." He says before getting up and leaving.
I sigh once I hear the front door slam. I really do love him, I can't imagine being without him. I honestly wonder what it was like without him even though we've only been together for a short time.
I check the time again. Mom should be here in around fifteen minutes.
My stomach is in knots, I just really want this to go well. I don't want any arguing but with the way dad it being there could be.
I know he means well but he's really bothering me.
I get off of my bed and throw my hair up into a ponytail.
I stroll down the stairs and head into the living room.
My stomach is churning more than ever and I have butterflies from nervousness.
It's now 4:55, mum will be here soon.
I hear a knock at the door and scrunch my eyes shut. She's here early.
"I'll get it." I hear Melissa say from the kitchen and she runs down the hall and opens it.
My mum and Melissa talk for a few moments before she is lead into the kitchen. I'll be called any second.
"Lindsay come out here!" I hear my dad shout and I slowly make my way to the kitchen.
Everyone leaves and it's just dad, mom and I.
I take a seat across from them both and mom smiles at me.
"So we all know why we're here so let's get straight to it." My dad says and mom nods her head.
"So, my career is blowing up and there is this TV show Laura wants me to do. She's adamant that it'll be able to work out so great that I still have time for family and Shawn. It's just a twelve episode series and I cannot possibly do the TV show and school. There wouldn't be enough time. This is why online school will be perfect and I can tour with Shawn for a few months and do the TV show and come home to you all on breaks it'll be great. We just need to all agree on it and talk to Laura about it all." I rant to my parents and they take it all in.
"Well I'm one hundred percent on board with it all. It's all up to you, Mark." Mum smiles at me and dad huffs.
"It's just all so much so fast. I didn't realise you were so big." My dad sighs and I press my lips together.
"Wouldn't my social media following be enough of a sign to you that online school is what I need?" I reason and he nods his head at me.
We talk for a bit more about the pros and cons before my dad makes his final decision.
"Okay Lindsay, you can go. But remember that you're not just doing it for Shawn, it's also for you." My dad reminds me and I nod my head.
"Thank you so much you're the best dad ever I love you." I squeal and hug him. He chuckles lightly and hugs me back.
"Well, I best go. When are we to speak with your manager?" Mom asks and I pause for a minute.
"Tomorrow at 2:30 remember?" I tell her and she nods her head typing it down on her phone.
"I'll get out of work around one and I'll be at the office for 2:30 just text me directions okay?" Mom says before giving me a kiss on the forehead and saying goodbye.
The front door slams shut and I run up the stairs, dying to tell Shawn the news.
I ring him on FaceTime and almost immediately he answers.
Once it's all loaded I scream and giggle.
"I'm allowed go Shawn!" I shout. "Everything is working out so well this is so perfect!" I continue to shout and Shawn shouts along with me.
This is all so perfect I can't wait to leave with Shawn.
