"What are you doing here?" Shawn bluntly asks and she rolls her eyes.
"I could say the same thing about her." Tamara scoffs as she eyes me up and down.
"No seriously, why are you here? Why are you suddenly so adamant about coming back into my life? I was doing just fine after everything and now you decide to come back! For what? To try hurt me again?" Shawn begins to shout and she takes a step back.
"I thought you still loved me. Look I know things weren't exactly left good between us but-"
"Weren't exactly left good? Tamara they were left terrible and even before any of us left we weren't okay because apparently what I was giving you wasn't enough!" Shawn tugs at his hair and I see Tamara begin to tear up. "I thought I'd be able to face you. I thought I could act as if it was all okay and I'd simply tell you I just want to be friends but I don't even want to look at you. I can't! You make me so angry I just want you out of my life." A tear slips out of one of Shawn's eyes and Tamra tries to wipe it away but he steps away. "Don't. Don't even try. I don't want to have anything to do with you and if you loved me in anyway you would respect that and get on with your life and let me get on with mine, as well as Lindsay." Shawn rubs his eyes and breathes heavily and shakily.
Tamara has tears streaming down her face as she sighs heavily.
"Shawn I'm sorry. Okay? I'm sorry. You were good enough for me I was stupid and I still am but can't we please please be friends again? My intention was more than friends but please can't you see I mean well?" She cries and tries to hug him but he steps away.
"Like I said; if you respected me or loved me or whatever the fuck you feel towards me, you'd understand and respect where I'm coming from because I don't want or need you in my life. I'm happy without you and you were happy without me before you even left Tamara so please just fuck off and don't ever again try come back into my life." Shawn snaps and she nods her head, looking down at her feet and crying more.
"Okay Shawn. I understand. I'm going to go now. I hope you have a happy life without me and I'm sorry for everything I put you through before and after I left. I'm really really sorry. And I'm sorry for trying to ruin you and Lindsay's little thing. You'll never have to see my again. Goodbye and just remember I love you." She says before slowly walking again and eventually she can no longer be seen.
Shawn comes over to me and hugs me tightly. I know he's upset, why wouldn't he be.
I thought him and Tamra just lost contact after she left or something. He never really went in to detail.
"Just know that I do love and care about you Shawn and I'm never going to hurt you. I'll never leave your side and I'll always support you. You've been the most amazing person to me these last few months and I thank you so much for that." I do mean it when I say I love him, I know I literally only met him in person yesterday but I've known him for months and I'm sure I love him. I've never been more sure about something in my life.
"I love you, Lindsay." Shawn replies as I rub circles on his back. "You're perfect and amazing and thank you for everything. I really do love you. I know it might be quick I don't know but I just- look fuck it Lindsay will you be my girlfriend?" Shawn asks, pulling away from my embrace and looking me in the eyes. I smile and give him a peck on the lips.
"Of course."
•
It's now 8 o'clock and Melony and Ryan have just returned.
"About time. So much for just food huh?" Shawn jokes as the two of them sit on the couch.
"Well we went to the mall and park too. Thought you two deserved time alone." Melony shrugs.
"Hm well thanks for that because we're official now." Shawn grins as he pulls me in closer to him. I giggle at him and shake my head.
"What!? Really oh my gosh!" Melony screeches and hugs me. "Congrats guys!" She gushes and Ryan pats Shawn on the back.
After another hour of talking about random shit, including all of the details as of how Shawn asked me out, Melony and I have to go home.
"You sure you don't want a lift girls?" Shawn's mum asks us as we head towards the front door.
"No it's okay we don't want to burden you." I politely reply and Melony smirks at me, this is what happens when I try to be polite to people, Melony just laughs.
I open the door and see it's pouring rain. So much for summer.
"Oh girls you can't walk home come on. Shawn I'm dropping the girls home I'll be back in a few!" Shawn's mum shouts before slamming the door behind us and rushing into her silver SUV.
On our way back to my dad's house, Shawn's mum talks away to us.
"So, Lindsay, Shawn seems to really like you from what Ryan has told me." Shawn's mum jokingly smirks.
I blush lightly and Melony squeezes my cheek. How can she even see I'm blushing? It's dark. I'm about to change the subject before Melony jumps in.
"You know, he asked her out today and she said yes." Melony gives me an evil look as I feel my face burning even more.
"And you said yes? I'm so happy for you two I don't know you well but I like you so far! You know he's such a sweet boy and his poor heart was broke after his so called best friend Tamara hurt him. I'm glad to see him happier again and comfortable with girls again. I'm sure he told you what happened didn't he?" Shawn's mum rants, she's quite a chatterbox really, that's a good thing though.
"Uhm he didn't really go into detail but after today I feel like something pretty bad happened." I tell her and she nods her head.
"Well he'll tell you when he's ready I suppose. I just wish he'd tell people it's just a typical heartbreak story. I don't know.. Look, I'm off in my own world ranting to myself more so than you two. So anyways is it the next left and straight ahead yes?" She changes the subject. She's probably afraid we'll try squeeze whatever it was happened out of her.
I'd never do that, though. I respect Shawn and if he doesn't want to talk about is he doesn't have to.
Once we enter my dad's house everyone is already asleep except for my older stepbrother. He's watching some TV show.
Melony and I run upstairs and go straight to bed. I'm honestly drained after today.
A/n: towards the end I know it's messy and bad and I haven't proof read this at all sorry! Thanks to everyone who's read and voted to far it means a lot! I've over 100 reads which honestly means a lot to me! ❤
