Instagram // Shawn Mendes

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Shawn's DM's

LindsayFitz: Omg you never told my you were getting a tattoo!

Shawnmendes: didn't think I'd need to

LindsayFitz: just thought you'd tell me, no big deal hahaha

Shawnmendes: oh okay haha

LindsayFitz: one more week till I get to actually see you!

Shawnmendes: I know I can't wait. I'm actually nervous though

LindsayFitz: don't be, it's only me

Shawnmendes: I know but I'm still nervous I don't wanna mess up
Shawnmendes: aside from tomorrow it's an entire three months you stay for with your dad isn't it?

LindsayFitz: yup! you'll have a whole three months with the most amazing person ever

Shawnmendes: funny

LindsayFitz: isn't it?
LindsayFitz: gotta go to sleep it's 12am and I've finals tomorrow

Shawnmendes: goodnight and best of luck with your exams ❤️

I put my phone on my bedside table and sigh. What if she isn't going to like me? Or, what if she pretends to like me for more fame.
I don't know what to do. I mean, she's really adamant and excited about meeting me, she hasn't really bragged about being close to me to anyone. Maybe she genuinely likes me for me.
I shake my head at myself, Lindsay is too sweet to ever use me or hurt me.
Besides, she's famous as it is.
I've made up my mind, I am excited to meet her. I'm an idiot.
I shut my eyes and drift off to sleep.
One more week and I'll get to hold her, touch her, hear her for real, just be with her.