"we already fucked, might as well get attached.", i shrugged pacing the workshop. ive been here not even a month yet, and I already found someone I care about- and no, not just because we fucked.
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That had to be the weirdest thing I've done in a while. Luschek had got up and grabbed me some paper towels he kept in the back closet to clean my hand off with.
I was walking to throw away the towel and he stood in front of me, I looked up at the man and quickly blushed before looking away. I pulled up my panties and then hurried to get my pants.
"Turn away.", I said and took my arms out of my shirt so I could reapply my bra to my body. I turned around and he never turned, he didn't see anything but my back but still. "I said turn around, asshole.", I chuckled.
"Whoops.", he shrugged, brushing it off and throwing me my beige shirt to put over the grey tee. "Are your regular shows more... action packed?"
"Did I fuck everyone?", I questioned and he looked awkwardly around like that's what he meant but didn't want to admit it. "Considering that's the first goddamn time I've seen a-", I paused and took a breath, "before, no. I didn't."
"So you're a virgin?"
"I'm 23.", I said trying to make it sound like I was too young to have sex just to avoid the awkwardness of admitting I wasn't a virgin. I let out a groan and clicked my tongue. "It's complicated. I'd rather not talk about it?"
He nodded, not understanding but, he still nodded. "Uh, so what do you like to do in spare time?"
"I enjoy reading- enjoyed.", I sighed sadly. "I enjoyed a good book with a cup of Dunkin Donuts coffee; in those bags you buy at the grocery store, snuggled up in blankets-", I paused, not getting myself all worked up. I took a seat in the chair from earlier while Luschek just took a seat in his chair.
"You can read here.", he said and gave me a cheesy smile. Yeah, no fucking shit.
"I also did a little music...", I said with a smile. I think I have a rather unique voice when I sing, I like my voice- others might not, but I do.
"Can I hear something? Like, sing something."
I laughed. "I'm gonna phone that friend now.", I joked referring to our first time speaking. "I don't think so, not right now. When does the movie usually end?"
He checked his phone. "In like a few minutes.", he told me and I stood up, brushing the wrinkles off my pants and shirt.
"I better get to my block.", I said and he nodded, scooting his chair in and grabbing a folder full of papers. He held a finger up for me to wait.
"You're still assigned to electrical.", he said reading a paper- probably my file. He kept reading and I started heading out before he got to family, I opened the door and didn't check around before quickly stepping out.
"What were you doing in there?", an unfamiliar, but thick, Mexican accent asked from behind me. I felt my heart skip a beat, out of nervousness, as I spun around with my 'tough image' poker face placed upon me.
"Not that it's your business-"
"Honey, everything's my goddamn business. Si te gusta o te encanta", she smirked (if you like or love,, theres no it or wether). Her name tag read Mendoza, I liked her already, she had a spike to her and didn't seem unreasonable. She had this Mom vibe to her so I felt more comfortable just not faking being so bitchy or a rude person.
"I just needed to see if my files came in.", I said letting out a nervous sigh, but it didn't come off as nervous.
"I see.", she said looking down at my with only her eyes. "You're the new girl?", she asked and I nodded my head, brushing some hair from my face. "Have you had a proper show around yet? Doubt Maritza or Aflac you seem to get on with gave you much info besides how to pluck the hairs off your face with double A batteries-"
I laughed at the Aflac name. "You can do that?", I asked, actually wondering.
"No, bendeja. You can't- never mind.", she said scratching the bridge of her nose, already slightly annoyed. "You want this escort around the prison or not?"
"Of course I do. I'm Alaniz.", I greeted before following her inside the building. Many people weren't in the movie, figure maybe it ended or they got kicked out? They probably just didn't go, stupid.
"I know, I can read.", she told me. "I'm Mendoza, people call me Gloria."
"So, why didn't you go to the movie?", I asked her after she showed me a few rooms and a closet.
"I didn't have no headphones. I let my girls girl use them, you know Daya? Big, and got some big lips, this weird blond streak in her hair-"
"Yeah. I met her, she seems... emotional.", I told her honestly.
"Yeah,", she chuckled. "Got that right.", she said chuckling again. "Her Mom got out, it just ain't the same in there without her obnoxious laughs in my ear."
I just nodded my head. We passed a gated off room, commissary, it had to be. "That's where you get all the good shit from- you look like a rich Latina-"
"I have nothing. Not I don't even think a house anymore.", I said. "My brother' fuckin' rich though.", I said with a shrug. "I got the bad luck of the two of us."
"I hear you.", she said shaking her head while smirking. "But if you get money- from your job or whatever- maybe your rich brother pitches in,", she teased and poked my arm, "You can spend it here. Chang'll hook you right up, baby."
"Thanks, Gloria.", I smiled. "He's giving me some money, I'll be sure to get you somethin'.", I told her and punched her shoulder, her doing the same back.
"Let's get on with the rest of the tour now.", Gloria clapped.
Guys I'm sorry I haven't gotten an update out in a while, I've been at the doctors like everyday of the week. I have some ovary issue and something else I forget and quite frankly it's nobodies business. I'll do my best to get updates out but if I'm in too much pain then you'll have to just wait.
