therapy video :: ashton :: completed

tape five

|| therapy video ||

|| tape five ||

"I need you Ashton." Effy's voice was soft, her mouth was turned down sadly, and everything about her was sad. She looked broken.

"I'm not mad because you left me anymore." She told Ashton. "I just miss you, I swear."

Ashton leaned towards the television, watching his broken girl carefully and sadly. He was broken too. "I miss you too Effy." He said but it came out as whisper and it hurt him like hell that she can't hear him but nothing hurt him more than seeing the girl he loved like this.

"Are you okay?" Effy asked. "I'm worried Ash, worried about you and it's driving me crazy." Effy sighed, "I am worried that you have found someone else, and love them." Effy still didn't look at the camera. "Maybe you had completely forgotten about me, I know I haven't been the best girlfriend you wished for but I loved you, I really did." Effy said with a laugh.

"Do you remember when we first met?" Effy talked to the camera as if she was talking to him. "I was such badass back then, and still am, though." She chuckled. "I remember you told me that you liked my eyes and I was like fuck off because I didn't believe you, but then I realized that you were the only person who complements me." She said tucking her bangs behind her ear.

"You were so nice to me, you told me I was too smart to be wasting my life around clubs and smoking all day." Effy's voice cracked. "And i trusted you, even though I never trusted anyone but you were different, you weren't afraid of me and my fucked up mind and that always made me see hope in your eyes."

She swiftly shoved her head into her hands, her shoulders slowly shakings with tears, and Ashton's tears began to make their way down his cheeks.

Effy sniffed. "I'm so sorry Ash. I'm so so sorry for being bad all the time." She said quietly. "I'm sorry for the fucked up time I gave you. Oh god, I miss you so damn much. I wish so badly to just wake up by your side one last time."

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ily. eva xx