Chapter 32

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A/N: Final chapter, before the epilogue! <3 


With my arms wrapped around Harry's shaking form, I watched Amira run out of the room. He turned around in my arms, so that he could hug me back and I craned my neck to the side as he buried his face there, allowing himself to cry. My mind flashback to when I first met him; he was filled with so much rage, and looking at him now it was as if it were two different people. 

I remembered our meeting in his room, when I asked him why he wanted to stop fighting. He told me he wanted to be better for her, and now it was clear to me who 'her' was. It wasn't me. It wasn't some girl, he had wanted to make his girlfriend, no.. It was Amira, his little sister. He wanted to be a better version of himself. He wanted to be happy for her. 

After a while, he slowly pulled away and stared into my eyes. I felt my self crumbling on the inside, as everything in me screamed to kiss him, so I did. Leaning forward I brushed my lips against his, and granted myself with the feeling of knowing what his lips tasted like. Almost immediately his lips were moving against mine, and that's all it was. It didn't go father than that. It was nothing like the hungry, hot kiss from Tasty's. This one was sweet and filled with deep and utter passion. 

I pulled back resting my forehead against his, as we breathed deeply together. 

"I want to fall in love with you, Raelynn." At his statement, I simply closed my eyes and smiled gently as he began to kiss my face. He placed his lips against my cheek, letting them linger there before pulling back, and tilting my chin up so I could make eye contact with him.

"You can't leave me if I do." I nodded, and he tugged my body against his wrapping me in his warmth. Who would've guessed that this is how things ended up for us? We sat there for a moment, before we heard heavy breathing and quick footsteps. I turned around to see Hazel, standing there with an expression of shock painted on her face. 

"Hazel? What are you doing here?" I stared at her in confusion. I hadn't seen her since she told me what happened with Harry. How come she was here now? 

"I'm really sorry, sunshine." She smiled at me sadly, before she walked past me and Harry in the direction where Amira went. Harry hadn't moved since she walked in, and I gently pushed him to the side so I could stand up. 

"Wait! Where are you going?" Hazel stopped in the middle of her stride, and turned to face me with an unreadable expression on her face. 

"I have to go. I'll be gone for a long time. You'll probably have moved to a different state by the time I return." She a gave a small laugh, "I've done something unforgivable, Rae." 

I tilted my head at her in confusion, before she walked towards me giving me a quick hug. 

"I rue the day when you find out who I truly am." With those words, she turned around and quickly left the room, leaving me to wonder what she was talking about. I turned back to Harry, who was starting to stand off the ground. 

"Come on, lets get you home." 

I laid next to Harry in his bed. We didn't do anything. We just walked in, and laid down hand in hand. He would squeeze my hand every now and then. I think he did it to reassure himself I was still here. To remind himself that he was not alone. 

"I want you to meet my parents." I felt his gaze on me, and I turned my head to face him. I smiled sweetly, and he nodded his head in acceptance. 

"When?" 

"Tonight. I have a lot of explaining to do." I laughed, and smiled widely when he chuckled in return. 

"You're okay?" I asked, wanting him to answer me honestly.

His eyes flashed and I knew he was remembering what happened earlier, "No. But I will be." He squeezed my hand, and I rolled over on him. Resting on his chest, I listened to his heart beat. 

I looked up at him, to see him already looking down at me. I leaned up placing a soft kiss on his lips, one he quickly and eagerly returned. When we were out of breath, I pulled back staring into those green emerald eyes. 

In this moment, I accepted my feelings for Harry. I knew that it was impossible for me to even try to fight the feelings I had for him. He needed me, and I needed him. For some twisted reason, fate brought us together. I was made for loving him. He was beautifully broken, and I was going to mend him. I was going to teach him how to love again, and more importantly I was going to teach him how to love himself. I don't know if we will end up together at the end of all of this, but I do know that he will always be a part of me. There was nothing in my mind that doubted this. I was going to keep my promise to Amira; and if he let me, I was going to love him. 

I smiled at him, letting my head rest against his forehead as he stared intently into my eyes, tracing my skin with his fingers. I wanted to care for this broken man, "Is there anything I can do for you?" 

The green eyes sparkled with a glint of something I couldn't catch, and his words took my breath away.

"Give me love." 



A/N: THAT IS IT GUYS <3  Thank you so much for reading! 

As a final finale, would you prefer an alternative ending or an epilogue? Please let me know <3 

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