What the bad boy did to me

Chapter 11; Can't rewind the past

My whole life was just about to end. When I thought I was finally happy with my family and friends, Drake had to come along and ruin it. I wished I didn't kiss him.

Oh Sean!, he must really feel so bad about me. I couldn't gather the courage to talk to him in class the next few days. I felt so ashamed of myself. Drake, on the other hand, didn't stop disturbing and pestering my life even after ruining my relationship with Sean.

Everyone could see that I wasn't looking so cheerful and full of life as before and some even began to ask why. Blair seemed to take advantage of that. Even if I tried to forget how I messed up at my party that night, Blair would always bring what happened back to my remembrance. Life in school became hell for me. I no longer concentrated on my studies. Sean totally avoided me. Even my parents began to worry. They would sometimes call me and ask me
what happened to me. There was a day mom decided to call Sean and ask him what happened because he longer comes to the house. I discouraged her from doing it. I simply lied to her saying that things were okay between Sean and I.
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"Sean, I'm really sorry about what happened. I didn't know what came over me, if only there was a way to prove how truly sorry I am"😭

"We both know that what you did was wrong and you regret it. My life these past few days, were actually very lonely and they were the worst days of my life. I've really missed having you beside me. I missed having to call someone mine. I've really missed everything about you"

*Smiles* "I've missed you too Sean, but does that mean you're gonna give me a chance?"

"Why not? You mean everything to me babe"

"I love you so much"

"I love you more "
*Gasps*.

It was then I realized that it was all a dream. But why didn't I get the chance to kiss him one last time even in my dream😭. I stood up from my bed and walked straight to my bathroom. It was a Saturday and I wasn't ready to go out or do anything fun. I brushed my teeth and stepped in my jacuzzi(because I knew I was going to spend so much time in the bathroom). As I dipped myself into the jacuzzi, I picked a strawberry flavored body wash, and used it on myself.

Thought of how I betrayed Sean ran through my mind. If only I had known. How could I be so stupid to do something like that?, I kept asking myself. A million thoughts and questions raced through my head. How could I do such a thing?, where is Sean?, he probably hates me, will he ever forgive me?, will he still be in love with me again?. That's it!

I was done keeping these questions to myself. I had to at least tell someone about what happened. But who?

"Yeah Allie and Tracy"

I had to tell them. I stood up from the jacuzzi, rinsed my self, grabbed a towel from my towel shelf and tied it round my chest. I did my usual makeup, but I didn't put on my usual clothes. I wanted to go for something different. A black crop top, blue ripped net-like jeans and a pair of black and white sneakers would do.

After dressing, I ran downstairs to greet my parents. I saw them in the sitting room, talking and watching TV.

"Good morning mom and dad". I said in haste as I dashed to the kitchen
"Good morning dear, how was your night?"
"It was fine mom"
"Sweet cakes, you didn't have breakfast with us, why? "
"I was busy with my chemistry project work last night, so I slept late" I lied.
"Its alright dear"

The kitchen was stacked full with sandwiches, pasta and meatballs, pancakes, you name it!.

I helped myself with two sandwiches and damn! they tasted so nice!. I picked another, and another, and another, and before I knew it, I had already eaten 12sandwiches. I was pretty hungry.

After eating, I said my goodbyes to my parents, promising them that I'll be back by 2pm. It was already 9:30am when I decided to leave the house.