What the bad boy did to me

Chapter 12; Hopelessness

As I drove, I couldn't stop thinking about Sean. I've missed him. I tried calling his phone but it's always unavailable. I guess he blocked my number. Who wouldn't after what I've done?.

I called Allie, telling her that I was coming over and I could tell that she was definitely with some guy, because I could hear some guy's voice at the background. That wasn't really my problem. I had to get to Allie's house and ask for advise. Keeping it to myself, won't make things better. 

I turned up the radio and my favourite song came up. Actually it was Sean's favourite song:  Freaks by French Montana featuring Nicki Minaj. I remembered how we used to stick our tongues out in his car while rapping Nicki's hook. I was his freak and he was mine.

Hot tears rolled down my eyes as thoughts of how much Sean loved me came back to my memory. I was tired of keeping this pain all to myself. I changed the radio channel because Sean's memories were what I was trying to avoid at that moment. I had to get to Allie's house as soon as possible. I looked outside my car window and saw two happy couples hugging each other.

This was harder than I thought. Why can't I just forget about Sean??.
"Because he loved you and instead of giving him your all, you betrayed him" I said to myself.

*Sigh*
I stopped by at a restaurant to get more food. Eating seemed to be the only thing that calmed my soul when I'm really stressed out. The restaurant was packed full of people, probably because they were giving a promo or something like that. I walked sluggishly to the counter where I purchased a burger and chips with ketchup sauce.

As I turned back,Blair and her two hippos were having the time of their lives with a guy at one corner. I rolled my eyes. They can't just stop flirting with different guys everyday but what was my business? I had my own life and problems to deal with and I wasn't going to start bothering myself about those cheap freaks😒.

Who was I calling a cheap freak anyway?. I was starting to behave like them. I cursed myself at that thought.

I called Allie one more time to ensure that she was prepared, but she wasn't picking her call. I was so close to Allie's house when I saw a car packed at the front of her house. As I got close, I wondered if the car belonged to Drake.
Drake! That name, I hated it.
I parked my car and went inside her compound. The door was left open, which was pretty unusual. Allie and her parents were more of the security conscious type so I kept wondering why they left the door unlocked.
I walked inside the house and there was no sign of Allie or the guy she was talking with.
"Hello" I said hoping someone would hear my voice but there was no reply.
"Allie must be in her room, I guess"
I walked up all the way to Allie's room, and I heard moaning sounds coming from the inside.
"Wow I'm so proud of my little baby" I said. "She still hasn't forgotten how to get her groove on, but there's only one problem. Who's was she doing her thing with?" I thought.
I couldn't help that anxiety in me to peep. I opened the door a little bit and for a moment or two, I stood in awe as what I saw shocked me.
"What????" I said shouting
"Clara, I never knew you were gonna be this early" Allie said in shock as she hurriedly used a blanket to cover her breasts which was exposed.
"She was coming and you didn't tell me?" Drake said.
"I never thought she'd be this early"
I couldn't utter a word. Different questions ran through my head.
Why would Drake be making out with Allie???
Why would he kiss me and be making out with her??.
"Clara!!" I heard someone say.
"I'm sorry I just need some air, I can't stay in here"
"Clara ple-"
I didn't wait for her to complete her sentence. I just slammed the door in her face and walked straight to my car. There was no way I was going to reveal what Drake did to me to anyone at all. I promised myself that and drove home as quickly as possible.