What the bad boy did to me

Chapter 15; Back away😒

*At the bar*
I couldn't help crying and letting my feelings flow.  I tried to hold back the pain I was feeling at that moment, but the tears kept flowing. How was I gonna survive without Sean?. Am I ever gonna be with him again? Am I ever gonna lean in to kiss his soft lips ever again?  I wonder what Drake might be doing right now
"oh shit!.  I just had to think about him, what the fuck is wrong with me? " I said loudly to myself.
"Exactly what I was thinking.  How can a beautiful lady be so lost in thoughts? " I heard someone say,  and looked up only to see that the bartender was actually trying to flirt with me. "Hold it right there mister, don't try to get on my nerves because if you do,  the only thing you're gonna be thinking about,  is how you got into the gutter looking like a raped monkey" I said to him. He looked surprised and I could tell from his expression, that he was scared at how I talked to him so he politely backed out.  I guess I was transferring my anger on people but who cares anyway?.  Because I know I don't and if they can't just keep their nose outta my business, they've got to expect more intimidating remarks coming their way.
I kept taking more tequila shots and I couldn't help asking and ordering for more. I was getting drunk, but if the drink was actually gonna help me get rid of my pains for a while, I didn't mind.  However I was stopped from taking the 23rd shot by someone.  I couldn't see who it was clearly but it looked like a giant monkey with long auburn hair.
"Who do you think you are trying to stop me from having a good time, I'm gonna tell my parents that a monkey took my happy drink away from me if you don't give that back(pointing at the drink) and they are gonna put you in jail till all the furry hair you have finally fall off" I said and then,  I passed out

****2hours later****
I woke up and found myself in my room.  I hardly remembered anything that happened.
"Ugghh" I said as I groaned and someone opened up the door.  It was my mom.
"Oh honey you're up, how are you feeling? "
"Just okay "
"So you don't remember anything that happened? "
"Well I kind of remember me going to Sean's house and then to the bar where I kinda- I paused and thought for a moment.
"What happened at the bar anyway? "
"Well I don't know for sure but your friends came to drop you off.  It was like you slept off at the bar or something. Honey,  I know you're usually not like this unless something happened. You know you can tell me anything right? "
"Yeah mom I know" I said as I was almost in tears. I knew I had to tell someone about what happened. A problem shared is a problem half solved right?
"Well mom, I kinda cheated on Sean"
"Wait you what?" She said in an annoyed tone
"Mom I know I made a very stupid mistake but I couldn't help it.  Sean wasn't talking to me at that time so I thought he was gonna break up with me and then this guy showed up showering his affection for me and I just fell for it.  Sean caught us kissing and he broke up with me saying he never wants to talk or see me again" I said as I began crying.
I was expecting my mom to scold me or shout at me but surprisingly,  she didn't.
"Well it's okay hun, nobody's perfect.  We all make mistakes,  but one thing you should always remember is never to make a previous mistake.  We learn from our mistakes and I wouldn't blame you".
But you have to be strong. Don't let the mistake you made bring your reputation down hunnie.  She continued.  As she kept talking, I just listened and decided to take her advise and to be honest, I felt a lot better after that.
"Why don't we go downstairs and get something to eat" she said
"Okay mom, thanks" I said as I hugged her.
After that,  I was determined to never let my mistake ruin my life and the first mistake that I was gonna get rid off,  was Drake Vale