The Other Gilbert (1) TVD

The decent

There was a time where everything would be considered okay, or at least fine, in Emma's world. But in he her moments, or in the past few days is wasn't. She lost her self in the drama  that had become her life, she was gone, quiet literally had someone else been occupying her thoughts, her mind and body, her actions weren't her own, she was just watching, listening and hurting more than anyone could ever know. She hoped that the hurt she was feeling would turn to the pain she needed to take back who she was, to tell Stefan or Elena, anyone who can help her. But it wasn't and she couldn't.

Most of the time she slept, but she was awake for most of it, she learned a lot about 'herself'  everything except a name. After all a name was all anyone needed to find out a story and in that story would lie everything else she need to overcome this bug. For once she was actually hoping another version of herself would somehow find some way through and take her to the safe place, even if it didn't last long. It would be nice to talk to rose again, she has been the friendliest of the ones she has met so far. Than again, her and rose have some things in common, other than the way they looked. They were kind, with big hearts and always found a way through everything, though Rose was more stronger and confident, and Emma was simply shy and quiet.

They Salvatore brothers were another difference, yes Emma could admit at first she found Stefan attractive, but it got weird when she started to ember things, like Rose and Stefan growing up tighter,r it was almost like she was there. But none the less if anything she considered him a friend, though she would never say that out loud. As for Damon, Rose loved him like a brother and Emma hates him more than she hates her life. Which to her was saying a lot.

"Would you shut up" 'Emma' hissed to herself and her mind went quiet, a light smiled trudged in her face as she went back to doing what she was doing.

She did it, or more so what controller her did, as she managed to get through to Elena, with her thinking it was Emma who had talked to Elijah. A deal was broke, Elena would go along with Elijah's plan as would 'Emma' would do the same. But now she sat on the living room couch reading a book that she was utterly confused with. "I dint understand why any girl would be stupid enough to fall for a vampire" she scoffed but continued her reading of the book twilight. "Or a wolf, a Nymph maybe, but a beast and a monster... What is with this girl"

"What's a nymph?"  Jenna asked coming from the kitchen with a cup of tea, she sent a smile to the girl before her, which was returned as she sat down next to her. "A spirit of nature, they're beautiful" Emma answered the clueless aunt with a sigh of remembrance, though it went unnoticed by Jenna who just grabbed the remote and clicked in the tv. They went into a comfortable silence, jenna watching her show and Emma reading and making shot snarky comments about the book. Until a text was received form Matt asking Emma to head down to the school for the fundraiser, she didn't want to go but 'Emma' was quiet found of he he human Matt. He reminded her of an old friend.

So when she got to the school she avoided everyone as she looked for the blonde haired foot player and wandered the halls of the school, she figured sooner or later she'd bump into him. She was right, as she rounded the corner she bumped into his chest and quick apologizes were exchanged before he began talking about him and Caroline. Of course she could feel how Emma cringed, and how her heart shrank just a bit more and she smirked but hid it from Matt as she nodded along to him telling her about earlier in the day. How he and Caroline kissed and she ran away from him, how he believed nothing was flinging on with her and Tyler, and how he's been searching for her.

Though all this Emma just gave up, and 'Emma' couldn't have been having more fun, when it came to her part in talking she didn't know what to think, would she cause some drama between Matt and caroline by confining him her and Tyler were in fact sneaking around. Or would she pushed Matt and Caroline together knowing very well, that Tyler was developing feelings for the blonde cheerleader, Emma knew it too, which is why her heart sank and shrank more, it was why this Emma was in control now. But with a final sigh, she decided.

"Just talk to her" she told him "ask her why she ran away, ask her if she wants the both of you together still, ask her everything and then if it's right, you'll know what to do" she grabbed both of his shoulders a lightly turned him around where Caroline was trudging a bag of garbage down the hall. He looked back with a small smile which was falsely returned.

"I owe you"

"I'll he cashing in soon" and with that she turned around and left leaving him with no other choice an to confront Caroline. To which he did and while he did Emma walked away and later found herself meeting with a friend before heading home.   

This is kind of bland
But it's something

I am sorry I haven't updated in a while, but I'm trying
And I have a lot of my plate at the moment.

But I do promise another chapter by the end of the week
So till next time lovelies, 😘