Mistakes

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by MauzoraxX

by MauzoraxX

Matt's POV:

I watched Y/N as she walked in through the door. She looked at me and smiled. I of course smiled back. "You're finally back" I said as I leaned back on the couch and lit my cigarette. She didn't answer me but I knew I was supposed to take her silence as an answer.

"What's Mello doing here?" She asked turning her head to look at a passed out Mello. "Met him outside while I was taking a smoke" I answered her casually. "But you always smoke inside" She said. I shrugged not knowing what to even say to her. 'Should I just get to the point? What if she leaves? Nah you know what, screw it'.

"Why didn't you say anything Y/N?" I asked, blowing smoke from my nose. She just furrowed her eyebrows and tilted her head as if to say 'what are you talking about'. "Don't play dumb with me Y/N, I know everything!" I said sternly to her. 'That came out a little bit too harsh' I thought to myself. I pulled the goggles from my eyes so they hung from my neck and glared at her. She swallowed hard. "Where's that bandage of yours?" I asked putting out my cigarette. "Uhm...I tripped in the mud and it got hella dirty so I threw it in the trash. I thought I didn't need it anymore anyway."

"And by trash you mean me?" I asked looking up at her with a serious expression. "What are you talking about?"

"Oh I don't know, maybe this?" I said and pulled out the bandage. "I don't know, looks pretty clean to me." I added.

"That's not mine!" She said slightly irritated. "You're very bad at lying Y/N. Sorry, but I'm not buying it." Silence filled the room as we both glared at each other.

Normal POV:

Y/S's eyes started tearing up but she held them back. Without another word she turned around and bolted out the door, slamming the door shut. Matt stood up wanting to run after her but he for some reason couldn't. He froze there not knowing what to do. "I'm such an idiot" He mumbled to himself. Mello, awoken by the loud noises stood up and looked confused at Matt. "What the hell happened? Where's Y/N?" he asked. Matt didn't answer or look at Mello. He stared at the door for a few more seconds and then finally looked at Mello. "I fucked up. That's what I did." He said and looked down, sighing heavily.

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Y/N's POV:

(in wolf form)

I had no idea where to run. I just ran in random directions as fast as I could. I just wanted to get as far away from him as possible. I ran and I ran until I went short for breath and had to stop. Panting heavily, I sat on the cold, wet cement regretting everything. 'I should have just ran away while I had the chance. I'm so stupid.' I thought to myself as I laid down in an alley and stared at nothing. 'Now I can never go back. He'll just see me as a monster.' A single tiny tear ran down my E/C eye as I curled up and started slowly falling asleep. Sounds of people yelling and cars honking being the last thing I heard before falling into unconsciousness.

A/N: yeah I know this was veryyy short and probably has sooooo many mistakes in it. I'll post a much longer chapter very soon. It's finally summer so I'll be posting more often than before. I'll most likely post tomorrow. Feedback would help a lot. Thanks for reading :3