He kissed me!!!! We've gone on a couple of dates now and he kissed me! I've never had a kiss that was so passionate, and in the moment. It just felt great. He said he would like to talk to me in person sometime really soon. So, tomorrow we are going to get some coffee, and we are going to talk then. I am so excited!
I wonder what he's going to talk to me about. What if it turns out to be something bad though? But, what if it turns out to be something really good!? Oh my! I really think I like him. If everything goes well, I could come out of this having a boyfriend. But, what will I do? When do I tell him? That's not really something you spring on a new boyfriend. Just like, " Hey baby, I have terminal cancer! Tada!" No. I can't do it right now. I have to do it a little while after. Or, maybe I should tell him; if and when he asks me to be his girlfriend. It hasn't affected me that much so far, but anything could happen at anytime. Yeah, I should tell him....
Depressed, that's now how I feel. Knowing that I have to tell a guy that I really like that I have terminal cancer, and that anything could happen at any moment. I really like this guy though. Maybe even love him. Ugh, that's how I describe how I feel. I feel just ugh.
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Her New Chapter. Him
Teen FictionFollow Jane, the writer. As, she embarks on an adventure to write the last chapter of her "book", this wasn't just a book. She was writing the last chapter of her life. She never really wrote her life down, but she realized that life is a story. If...
