Tom.

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It's been exactly 21 days since I left Jane's house. She messaged me, but I just don't know what to say. I'm heartbroken, and hurt. I understand her point of view, and I really want to talk to her, but every time I type something to send to her I delete it because I don't want it to come out the wrong way. I don't want to hurt her anymore though. I feel like what I did wasn't right. I need to talk to her, but I don't know what to say.

I choose my words carefully. "Jane, I'm so sorry. I need to talk to you, but I can't say what I want through texting. I feel terrible, but every time I wanted to text you back I thought it sounded bad. I'd like to see you in person. Please meet me tomorrow in the park where we had our first kiss." I hit the send button, and hope for the best. I don't expect a reply. I don't deserve one. If I don't get an answer I'm going to go anyway. Better safe than sorry.

I've cried so much these past 21 days. I don't understand. Is this how all relationships are? All I can do is lay in my bed emotionless. I really hope she shows up tomorrow.

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