Strang feelings

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JIYONG pov

taeyang went out to my father office to tell him what should we do with seungri . I was worried that he would die . I looked to GD who was looking at me confused . " do you know him ? " GD asked me . I didn't answer him . He lied to me when he said he was going to make a phone call . 

" I said do you know him !! Answer me " GD shouted and I started to tear . He didn't shout on me before . " no I don't know him " I cried while holding fainted seungri hand . " jiji ... I'm sorry , don't cry please I didn't mean to shout . " he said and I stoped crying . I don't want anything affect on my relationship with my brother . " if you don't know him . So how he knows your name " GD said wiping my tears . " I don't know ...I didn't seen him before . Do he know me ? " I said and GD helped me to stand up . We put seungri on the chair . 

I told GD to bring towl and water to wip the blood from seungris face and treat him . " are you kidding with me ? ...you are not asking me to help that shit ! " GD said make me feel that he is like our father . " you better say sorry to him when he wake up . Poor guy , you almost killed him . And he was sick " I said and GD looked to the ground . He of course felt guilty but he is hiding that . " I don't care anyways " GD said and went up . I know he has a good side in him . He is not that cruel .

suddenly I heard seungri . " jiyong ah ...don't leave me " he whispered making me feel sorry about him . I get closer to him and hold his hand . " don't worry . I will be right here " I said but I still confused . Who is this guy and how he knows my name . 

GD came inside with a lot of things . I smiled to him . He cares about him , well I can't lie , he is cute ....that seungri . No seriously ....that boy is beautiful . His hair ...his face ....his body . " what are you staring at jiji ? " GD said breaking me from my thought . " what ? ..oh no nothing I just . Forget about it " I said nervously . I started to remove the blood from his face and his head . 

" God GD , are you sure you just punched him ? He is bleeding more " I said to GD and looked at me like he didn't do anything . " GD let move him to my room ...he must get rest " I said and GD looked at me angry . " look jiyong ...I only treated him with you cause I didn't know he is sick . But he still our dad enemy and he will die soon or later " GD said while smirking . 

I really hated the fact that my brother want to be like father . I hate to live with gangs life or with people who always hold guns . " but hyung ...he is -" I said but GD stoped me . " look jiji ...he will die so you better leave him here . Cause my dad won't be happy about what you are going to do " GD said and I nodded and yes I don't want to name dad mad on me . He is easy to get angry . 

GD took my hand and went up . I changed my clothes and went to sleep . GD hugged me and kissed my forehead . " sleep well my baby dragon " he said and I smiled . " are you going sleep too ? " I said and he nodded . " yes I will . Now don't worry about anything and remember that your hyung loves you " GD said and I hugged him . " thank you hyung for being here with me . Without you I would - " I said and he cut me . I blushed from him when he get closer to my face . 

" don't say anything . I told you before I'm here to protect you and I won't let anyone hurt you " GD whispred and being seriously . " okay hyung ...can you go away you are making me embraced . " I said and he laughed . " don't worry I will just kiss you " he said " oh thank god ....no whatt ??!! " I shiuted and covers my face with my hands . " yah yah don't cover your beautiful grey eyes from me . " he said trying to take my hand off . " you too hyung I can't look to your blue eyes so go away " I said and covers myself from him . I heard him laughing and payed with my hair . 

" I will sleep with you tonight . What do you think ? " he said while hugging me . " no hyung go to your room . I don't want to sleep with me " I said " okay ...if you came to my room at night I won't let you in " he said and shit . He is the only one that make me feel save while sleeping . 

" sleep well my jiji . Bye " he said and went out . But why the hell I'm thinking of seungri . That boy have something that attractive me to . 

GD pov

i went out from jiyong room and went down again to see that boy . I don't know why but I wanted to see him . Maybe I want to punch him again . I'm so evil , kkkkk . But no jiyong will be said if I did something to him again . I went inside and I didn't find him . Where the hell is he ? Did he run away ? Suddenly something hit my back . It hurted me so much and I felt I was going to fall . But I handle this . 

I turned around and it was that fucken seungri . He hit me with the chair on bead from the back , I saw him breathing heavily . But I didnt care I will surly kill him now . Sorry jiyong . But this boy made me angry . I grapped him from his collar and pushed him to the wall breaking almost his back . I get out my gun and ready to kill him . " you are so funny you know that ? No one can beat me you idiot " I said pointing the gun to his neck . 

" do you want to say something to anyone before you die ? ..I think you don't have anyone to say anything so save it " I said while smirking . But he suddenly smiled . Why the hell he is smiling ? but his tears startd to fall . " you are right ...I don't have anyone left . No one will be sad if I gone or get killed . No everyone will be just happy " he said while crying . 

I felt my heart was broken .  No one can affect on me except jiyong . Why the hell I feel weak now . I slowly get the gun down . But he suddenly grapped my hand again pointing the gun to him . " kill me ...I don't want to live . My life doesn't mean anything anyway . Please do it " he said and my hand started to move . But my heart don't want to do that . Why I feel like this . 

" kill me now !!!! " he shouted and I slapped his face . I didn't mean to but he made me to . He closed his eyes puting his hand on his face . And set on the ground crying . First time in my life I feel sorry about something I did to someone . I didn't know what should I do . " jiyong ah ... I'm sorry that I couldn't be with you ...I'm so sorry jiyong . Please forgive me " he suddenly Said while crying and he said jiyong name again . I get more confused . 

" who do you mean of ..jiyong ? " I asked and he didn't answer . I heat when people don't answer me . " answer me !!" I shouted and grapped his hair to see his face . He screamed and hold my Hand . He was shaking . " don't make me hit you again . Answer the question " I said and he cried loudly still holding his hair tightly . " he ... He is my ..dead brother " he cried shocking me . I really felt that I'm the baddest person on the world . I thought he know jiyong and he want to do something to him . I moved my hands away from his hair . He still holding my hand . He was cold and shaking . Breathing hardly , I put my hand on his face and he looked at me in my eyes . 

My heart beat so fast when I saw his tearing sad eyes looking at me . I don't how but our faces were so close to each other . I even couldn't breath for a second . he is so beautiful . His blonde hair . And his chest going up and down . His black panda eyes making me going crazy . Who is this guy ? And why I feel dizzy . And he hugged me . It was the best feeling ever , feeling his chest to mine . His breathe , his smell was driving me crazy . 

I closed my eyes I couldn't concentrat. He suddenly hold my neck . what is he going to do . " you are bleeding " he said and I hold his hand . And suddenly I couldn't feel anything . I fainted on his chest . I could hear his voice calling my name . " GD ..hey ..are you okay ? " he said worried . He was worried about me . He remember my name . I felt his hands touching my face when I fainted on his chest . 



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