Love Between Twins

Leaving

Taeyang's POV

i heard my baby was shouting calling my name . i didn't want this to happen to us . but what he said to me ..really broke my heart . i can take all the hit and the insult from anyone . but..not from the one that i love . and he just break up with me without no reason , but he was right ...i'm just his father servent . i'm nothing like jiyong said . 

i was really worried about him . why the hell he was crying and screaming . but what i get after all ..breaking up and hurt my feelings . it was my first time i cry , i felt my heart break really hard . it show that i'm lower than him . and i can protect him ..i won't be his and he won't be mine . 

i went to my room and take all my clothes and wanted to leave this house . i won't leave mr.top . i just will make him let me work with him . but i live in another place . it will be so hard for me to see him everyday . everywhere in the house . i will miss him ..and i will always love him . but we won't never be together . 

after i take all my clothes i went out from my room andi saw jiyong was hugging his father crying . i really want to know what happened ? why he is crying ? but it's out of my business now . i can't control his life . i couldn't see jiyong crying and take my bags out of the  room . " taeyang !..where are you going ? " i heard top said when i was taking out my bags . 

" i wanted to talk to you about this ...but you are not free sir " 

" taeyang ! ..since when you call me sir ? ..what happened ?" 

" can we just ..talk in private " 

i said and he nodded going to his office , i looked to jiyong who was looking at me with widen eyes , tears falling on his cheeks . " you are not.. leaving right ? " jiyong said and i didn't answer him . i followed top and get inside . i told him everything . that i can't be here cause i have something important to do . and i was really want to leave this house from along time ago for reason .and it's not because of jiyong . another thing 

he finally said yes to me , and i can leave . but i will be here everyday at the time that jiyong will be in his collage . and that was better . i bowed my head to top and left . i went out but ..i didn't find my bags . i went to my room and i saw jiyong was taking out my clothes putting it back to my closet . " what are you doing ? " i said coldly taking my clothes back to the bag . but he take it again and put it in closet . 

we was doing this too much , i didn't care what he was doing . but i will leave sure tonight . he keep taking my clothes and putting it back . till he started to cry hardly . i really hate when he cry . i was really getting enough from him . that make me really angry now . 

" stop doing that !! what's wrong with you ?? " i shouted and he kept moving the clothes .

" just stop !! ..you think if you are do this i won't leave ? ..okay do what ever you want but i'm leaving " i said while grapping his arm tightly facing him . i then left him and turned to the door . he stoped me when he keep punching my back .

" i hate you !! " he shouted breaking my heart more and more while he was crying . " you hate me ..so let me go sir . " i whispered to him . 

" i'm sorry ...i'm so sorry hyung please don't leave me " he cried and hugged me from behind . i couldn't hold my tears . " let me go sir ...you will find someone better . i'm just ...your servent . and i can't fall for my master right..sir  ? " 

" stop calling me sir...you are not my slave !! ..you are the one that i love . and i'm sorry hyung...i'm sorry for telling you that . please forgive me ..it came out and i didn't mean to " 

" it won't make any different sir ...i will just leave now . take good care of yourself . " i said and left without taking anything with me just my phone and my money . i heard him shouting and crying from inside . but i can't do anything . " goodbye my love ...my jiyong " i whispered behind the door and left .

JIYONG pov

taeyang left ...GD left ...mom left me too . i don't have anyone now ! ..my life is ..i don't know if i will still be alive till now . i want to die right now . everyone don't love me . everyone that i love said that they will protect me . they love me ..they won't ever leave me . but all of them left me . even the one that i love ..left me . 

it's no need now to live i don't have anything to live for . should i die ? ..they will be happy if i do . i went up to my room . i was still shocked from what just happened . i took my shaving blade from my bathroom . i didn't think of anything and cut my arteries . i saw alot of blood coming out from my wrist . i felt really dizzy after few seconds . i fall on the ground and the last thing i remember that i saw seungri was standing on the door screaming . 

GD pov

i was trying to call jiyng back , but i couldn't ..i just can't . suddenly i heard some move outside in the living room i think . i took my gun and went out . it was a great time to kill someone now . but i was shocked when it was taeyang . " what the hell are you doing here ? !! " i said and he was crying . " yaah yaah ...what wrong ? why are you crying ? " i asked him and he didn't speak .

" i left jiyong ...just like what you want GD " he said making me feel so much angry that i really wanted to kill him 

" you did what !! ...you left the house ! ..don't tell me you break up with jiyong "

" why are you angry ? you must be happy now ! ...you don't want me to touch him , you don't want us be together " 

" you idiot !! ...jiyong is already mad cause i left ..and you was the only one there will protect him ..if something happened to my brother i swear god i will kill you !! " i shouted on taeyang and took my car keys and drove back to home . i now don't care what will happen . i'm worried now about my broken brother . but wait ...he have seungri . i kept thinking of turning back to the farm house . but suddenly i found myself in front of the house . 

i saw an ambulance car and i know that something happened . to jiyong or ..seungri ? 

i went out from my car and what i was thinking was right. my father holding jiyong between his arms lifeless . that mad me so angry , so much blood on his clothes . i didn't move one step . i was shocked from what i just saw ...that was all because of me ..i was the reason of all this . fuck to my heart . but my brother was more important from anything . 

but still ...i lost breathing for a second when i saw ,...seungri ..my heart . was walking hardly to the front door . his clothes full of blood too . don't tell me something happened to him too !! 

the ambulance left with jiyong ..i run to seungri fast when he fall on the ground . " seungri !! ...bae are you okay ?? what happened ? " i said worried about him . i took him to my chest hugging him . how much i missed that feeling . i even cried . 

" hyung ..i'm fine ..it's GD ..he tried to suicide . he tried to kill himself " he said shocking me making me cry more . " what are you talking about seungri ...i'm ..how could you don't know that .." i said and i couldn't believe that seungri didn't know me . he thought that i'm jiyong ? 

that's why he kissed jiyong . but that mean he can't divide between me and jiyong . but now ...which one of us he really love , me or jiyong ? 

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i really wasn't gonna make GD go back ... but seem seungri had alot of pain and suffer 

so..GD is back . but seungri will be so confused between them cause GD will be more nice to him from now  . but when seungri admits his love 

...don't worry he will be realise who is GD and who is jiji ^__^ . 

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