Love Between Twins

Hard Times

**** The last chapter was too short so i will put this in here 😅😅 a longer one as sorry ...enjoy 😋😘 ****

SEUNGRI pov

jiyong hyung hugged me while crying . i was confused why he was crying , but when he hugged me i felt another feeling . by heart beat suddenly , why my heart is beating for him . i was now worried more about GD . but i was shocked more when he called me babe . what he mean ? 

" hyung please let's go to hospital . GD is hurt so bad , he cut his wrist .." i cried and he looked at me sadly ..he was so sad . crying too . i know that jiyong love GD so much , but when o looked to his eyes ,i get closer more to his face . i hold his cheek , he looked up to me . i just kept staring in his eyes . " let's go ..to see GD " he said suddenly and lifted me up .

i felt the same feeling again . what's wrong with me ? why jiyong hyung acting cold like that ? ..GD only who lift me . i looked to his face again and he didn't look to me . i felt that he wasn't the real jiyong . but i was shocked more when i smell him ...his perfume was just like that one GD use . i know his smell well . 

he put me inside the car . and it was GD car . and i kept thinking that taeyang hyung said before that jiyong hyung can't drive . that's why he drove us before . i kept looking to him confused to look at me and stop the car . how he is driving ? this is not jiyong ! ...he was crying softly . 

he open the first button from his shirt to take his breathe . then ...i know that wasn't jiyong at all . it was him . it was GD ..my heart stoped when i saw the scar on his neck . that scar i make when i hit him before . i saw it before when he ..tried to kiss me . 

i remembered our moment when he kissed him . his eyes were blue ,...but when i kissed him his eyes were grey ...so that's mean i kissed jiyong hyung not GD . all this time it was jiyong . i thought ..i thought i hurted him so much now ..but why he is calm , why he don't speak ? 

" stop the car ..i said stop the car " i said and he didn't answer me .

" GD stop the damn car !! " i shouted and he stoped suddenly . 

" what the hell do you want ? " he cried and it was really him when he get angry . 

" it's really you ...why you was lying to me ? ...why you didn't say that you aren't jiyong ? ..do you hate me that much ? ...i told you i love you but why you keep avoiding me ? "  

" are you playing with me or something ? ..you said you love jiyong ..you even kissed him !! how can i believe you ? huh !! ..you are the one who is lying ,and because of you my brother tried to kil himself " 

" it was a mistake ! ..i didn't know it was him ? ..please hyung believe me . i really love you ..jiyong hyung already have taeyang hyung ...why you always don't believe me !! " i cried and that made me feel so much pain in my arm and my back . 

" seungri ah !! ...are you okay ?..i'm sorry baby , do you feel pain ? ..okay we are going to hospital anyway just handle few minutes " GD said making me feel happy but still hurt . 

how can't i know him . i'm so stupid , that must hurt him so much . seeing me kissing his younger brother . after few minutes we arrived at hospital . GD run to my side and open the door for me , 

" come ..put your hand around me " he said and i did what he said . iput my hand around his neck and lifted me up wih his strong arms . he make my heart melt for what he do to me . " is your hand okay ? .. let's make full check on your body " he said while tearing . but i know it wasn't because of me , it was because jiyong . he think that he was the reason of all this .

" hyung i'm fine ..just let us see jiyong hyung " i said and he smiled . that smile that i love . but he did what he want and made the doctor check me. and left to see jiyong 

GD pov

i went with seungri inside and he finally know that i wasn't jiyong and he love me . and i misunderstand everything . i was worried now about jiyong . he must be so angry from me . i just left without let him know about anything . i'm so idiot  ,..he tried to kill himself . 

and that stupid taeyang left him too without no reason . he was the only one left for him when i wasn't here . but don't worry jiyong i'm here and i won't leave you . hope he is okay . 

i couldn't even enter the room when i saw my father . he is really angry from me . i didn't go to london and he will think now i was hanging out with girls . i made him lose alot of money from not going there . why everything go wrong . 

i saw jiyong was on bed sleeping . but i was afraid to go in . then i saw the nurse coming behind me with seungri . i helped him to walk for few steps but he was tired . 

" do you want me to hold you ? ..can you walk ? " i said and he nodded . i was happy that he could even try to walk . i set him to the near chair . and when i turned to go jiyong i was slapped on my face by my father . i know that will happen soon or later . 

i used to get hit from him . he always thought that i was the reason for making jiyong like this . but it's not me , it was because of that fucken bastard who killed our mom . jiyong everyday suffer from my mom death . that's why he came everyday to my room at night to sleep with me . i will sure find the one who killed our mom and i will kill all his family . like he killed my heart and my brother heart . making him suffer like us and all his family . 

" where were you !! ..of course you was fucking some girls ! why didn't you tell jiyong that you are leaving ? ..why the hell you didn't go to london ? " my father shouted on me and i didn't want to answer cause i know what he will do if i spoke . 

" answer you idiot !! ...do you know how much it cost me to make that deal ? " he shouted on me and again he slapped my face . " if something happened to my son i will gonna show you what will happen to you ! " he shouted again and left . but that hurted me so much . 

not because he slapped me . he see jiyong as his son . and always not seeing me as his son . i hated that fact , but that don't mean i hate my brother it make me love him more . when jiyong want me always beside him ..it make feel that i'm his old brother ..his hyung . 

i cried a little then seungri hugged me from behind . his hand reached my chest . i put my hand on his and cried . he was the only one can feel me . feel my broken heart 

" don't be hurt hyung ..i know you love jiyong so much ..please be strong and i want you to know that ..i will always beside you ..i love you " seungri said making my heart calm , i turned to him and hugged him to my chest .

" thank you baby..and i love you too ..you must rest don't tire yourself . set down while i see jiyong okay " i said and he nodded . 

i entered the room and jiyong was up . i smiled when i saw him i even cried happy that he is okay . " jiji ..are you okay ? ..feeling bett-"

" get the hell out from here !" 

" jiyong ah ..i'm sorry , but something happened that -"

" i said get out !! ..i don't want to see you again ! ..you are not my brother anymore !"  

" jiji ..you are tired just get some rest and we will talk later okay " 

" i don't want to talk ! there is no need to talk about something ended " 

" jiyong ..don't joke with me , you know well i get angry fast "

" i'm not ..so you better leave now . you promised me and you just left . so go back to what you was doing . i can protect myself ...taeyang hyung better than you " 

" what the fuck are you saying ?? ....okay if you want that ..i will leave but don't try to find me again ...i thought you really thinking of me like your brother ..your hyung ..but seem you love taeyang more than your own brother ...thank you jiji ,..take care of yourself " i said and left the room crying that was really beaking my heart . 

i left the hospital leaving jiyong , my father , even seungri there who was running behind me and that was killing me more that he wasn't able to walk . i just keep hurting people that i love . and i will leave as jiyong want . but i will after know that he really is okay . 

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