Amor

Chapter 8

Roses pov

       It's been a week. I still think it's my fault, even though Lissa and all them say it's not. I know it is. Dimitri had to leave for something at school. He supposed to be back in and hour, I think.

        He hasn't 'touched' me since it happened. He thinks it's my fault, he doesn't want me. I have nothing left to live for. I walk into the bathroom and take the razor from the hiding spot.

       I walk up to the mirror. I take one last look at me. At the girl who has nothing to live for. At ME who has nothing to live for. I look down at my wrist.

         I close my eyes and take the knife. I slice it deeper, way deeper, than usual into my wrist. My arm started shaking. I took it and did it to the other one.

       Several years ago, my mom got some blood thiners. She still had the pills. I took several of them after I found them.

       I started beading really bad. I hear the front door open. SHIT! I slam the door shut.

      " Rose!" Dimitri screams. He walks up the stairs. " Rose!" He says again. I start to feel faint.

  
    Dimitri pov

       " Rose where are youď" I say again. I smell something. Blood? Blood! Lots of it. I then hear a big thud! I run to the bathroom.

        I try to open it but it's locked. I step back and kick it open. I see rose one the floor. She has cuts, deep cuts, on her wrist. The are bleeding bad. I see a bottle.

        I pick it up and it's blood thinners. " Rose!" I say. I grab my phone and call 911.

      They said they'd be here soon. I take a bandage and wrap it tight around her wrist. I see her arms, and there are deep cuts up and down on it.

        How long has this been gping on? Why? They get here and take her to the ambulance. I ride with them. I call Liss and tell her. She said she's coming to the hospital.

      When we get there, they take her to the ER. After and hour, a doctor comes out.

     " We managed to close the cuts. But she lost a lot of blood. We gave her a transfussion. She's in critical condition. We aren't sure if she'll make it" he said.

     " Why would she do something like this" he asked. We told him about what happened with Tasha and them.

      He let us go in to see her. " Please Roza, wake up" I say. She has wired hooked up everywhere.

     " How long has this been gping on?" Lissa asked " I don't know" I said. We stayed there, not leaving her side once. We would talk to her, but nothing changed.

      We tried several medicines, nothing. We just had to wait.