Breathe

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I lay in bed wide awake, its almost 1 in the morning and I can't sleep, Harry is in every thought I think of and its killing me. I think about what's happened in the past 24 hours and tears start rolling down my cheeks, I quietly sob into the pillow before forcing myself to fall asleep.

" Nina" " Nina wake up" A smooth hand strokes my cheek, I grumble in reaction to the touch, I don't want to move

" Oh get up" two hands push at my back and my eyes shoot open

" Dani go away" I mumble at her, pushing her hands away

" OH NINA ITS MORNING TIME" I hear the chime of more than one male voice, I open my eyes to see Liam, Niall, Louis and Zayn running at me from the door way, I close my eyes as they jump on top of me

" Okay, okay I'm up!" I shout as the pain of all their weight crushes me, I sit up as they get off me and notice Harry standing in the doorway, leaning on it. Quickly I take my gaze off his and I see him frown from the corner of my eye. Oh Styles... my stomach goes jittery

" So what do you want to do today?" El sits beside me

" Up to you guys" I yawn

" Well get dressed" She pats my shoulder and I oblige

" I'll be out in a minute," I say as they leave the room, Harry doesn't move though, he stays frozen like a statue in the door. He looks down at his fingers,

" You look so beautiful in the morning... I miss waking up to you," He says quietly and my insides melt. I close my eyes briefly and take a deep breath.

" Harry..." I start but he interrupts me

" It's fine, I know, you're not mine anymore" his face says disappointment and a feel a sad tug in my stomach as he leaves his spot in the doorway to join the others. I hop up to find something to wear, I spot http://www.polyvore.com/its_never_gonna_be_that/set?id=74261770 in my suit case and throw it on; I fight with my hair to get it into the perfect sock bun before setting my hands down, breathe Nina you can do this... you can spend the day with your ex and be civil, I take a deep breath and leave the room. I spot Niall first and his eyes pop open as he looks at me, I can't help but shy back.

" Nina you look hot," He almost shouts and the rest of the group migrates in view of me.

" She cleans up well, hey Harry?" Zayn nudges Harrys arm but he doesn't react, he doesn't even look at me, he just snorts and walks to the front door.

" I wish I could pull off those pants" El and Perrie pout

" Alright lets get going!" Louis screams and we all jump

The car was jammed; Louis and El arranged it so I'd have to sit beside Harry, typical of them. We're driving on the road as Liam and Louis belt out the lyrics to call me maybe, we hit a bump and my head slams into Harrys shoulder, a small pain radiates were the impact occurred. His eyes shoot down to me, eyebrows furrowed.

" Sorry" I say, fidgeting in my seat to get three inches away from him, he stares at me for a couple seconds before resuming his position looking out the window face turned away from me. I frown, its like he hates me. I take out my phone and slowly scroll through the returning flights to New York.

" Whatcha looking at Nineers" I laugh at the nickname Zayn has for me

" Nothing" I reply, Niall snatches the phone from my hands

" Niall, give it back" I say sternly putting my hand out, Harrys turned his head in our direction.

" She's looking at return flights to New York" Niall holds the phone out of my distance.