Breathe

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I yawn as I place two tea bags into two cups; 7:30am is too early for me. I stretch, arching my back like a cat and once again a yawn rises through me.

"Good morning beautiful" I hear a quiet Irish voice. I close my eyes and take a deep breath

" Morning Niall"

" What times your flight?" He takes three steps closer to me. Crossing his arms over each other.

" At 9" I frown

" Who's driving you?" He asks curiously I gulp

" I am lad" Harry emerges from his spectators place in the doorway. I turn and give him a small uncomfortable smile. He strides across the floor and engulfs me in an embrace. I giggle as his warm lips skim across my neck.

"Well I'll let you two be" Niall speaks awkwardly and retreats to the living room.

" Thanks mate" Harry yells as Niall turns on the TV. I flinch at the loudness of his voice and he looks down at me concern creased in his eyebrows.

" Let's get dressed love" He plants a small kiss on my forehead and it lingers for a couple seconds.

I rummage through my bag and grab http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=78715218before zipping it up one last time. I turn to look at Harry who is patiently waiting by the door for me.

" You're so fit" He presses his lips to mine. I smile and we walk out to the living room where everyone has gathered.

" Nina please don't go" Dani sniffles through her tears, and I feel water prick my eyes.

" I'll be back soon" I wrap my arms around her

" Call us every day and text us lots okay?" El grabs me and holds me at arms length before hugging me. I nod " Everyday I promise"

I move along the line of farewells. " Bye Ninners" Zayn picks me up and spins me around; I smile sadly at his upset face.

" Don't be gone too long okay?" Liam frowns at me

" I'll be back before you know it" I choke back tears

I reach Louis and I instinctively jump into his arms "Goodbye Nina" he fakes a sobbing sound and El slaps his arm as I smirk at him.

Finally I reach Niall, I look over at Harry before looking at him " Bye Niall" I look at my fingers. A few seconds of unspoken words come over us. I hear his sharp intake of breath and he opens his mouth to speak, a shutter runs through me as his eyes move along my body.

"Well we better get going" Harry cuts him off and takes hold of my hand.

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" When do I get to see you again" I look over at his impassive face

" I don't know" He breathes, " Soon, I hope" His voice hitches.

I frown as we arrive at the airport.

" I promised myself I'd never leave you again, I don't know if I can let you go Nina" He closes his eyes and his face falls into sadness

" You're not letting me go, we'll be together again soon enough" My voice cracks as the first tears fall. His head sweeps up to my puffy eyes.

" Please don't cry, I cant bare to see it," he whispers

I sniffle " I'm sorry"

He unlocks the doors of the car and we step out. I see a few paparazzi's by the entrance.

" Babe" Harry breaks me out of my trance and I intertwine my fingers with his before entering the Airport.

We arrive at my terminal " I don't want to go" I rest my head on his chest and breathe in his sent. I feel his arms wrap around me and tighten.