Breathe

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" Harry?" I breathe, eyes widening with every second that passes. I can feel my heart racing and beads of sweat appear on my forehead.

" Hello love" He grieved, rubbing his hand on his forearm and gently tugging at the fabric.

" Wha- what are you doing here" I utter quickly as tears threaten to fall, I clear my throat in attempt to resist them.

" I never got to say something" He takes three long strides closer to my frozen body. I hear a sharp intake of breath.

" Harry-" I begin but he puts his hand up, silencing me.

" I love you Nina, and I'm not going to stop, I've never felt this way before, I can't lose you, I will do absolutely anything to make us work" He pleaded with me, I could see his pain through his glossy eyes.

I can't focus

I can't think

This is too much.

" I can't do this right now" I whisper, bringing my hand up to my mouth

His face falls instantly, eyes widening slowly, all the color drains from his cheeks.

" Stop lying to yourself Nina, I know you love me" he shouts and runs his hand though his hair, abruptly he steps up to me so we're inches apart.

" For gods sake stop pushing me away" He stares down at me, I can hear his shaky breath. " I'm not going anywhere baby," He says so quietly I can barley hear him. " I love you, just you and it will always be you" He cups my face softly as tears stream down slowly from my eyes. " I want to be with you, I don't want to say goodbye anymore" His voice cracks as water appears below his eyelash.

I part my lips slightly and take a deep breath. " Harry" I whisper and throw my arms around his neck. Quickly his hands sweep to the small of my back and around me tightly.

" I love you so much" I say frantically

" I'm so sorry" I burry my head into the crook in between his neck and shoulder.

" What for love?" He asks weakly

" I was so stubborn and horrible," I cry harder into him

" You had every right to be baby, every single right" He squeezes me tighter

" Nina, you're my everything" He says softly into my ear.

I pull out of the hug and he holds my waist, he presses his forehead to mine and briefly closes his eyes.

" No more goodbyes" He gently plants a soft kiss on my lips. As soon as contact happens, sparks radiate though out my body.

I break the kiss " No, no more goodbyes Harry" A big grin pulls across my face and he presses his lips against mine once more.