Breathe

14

" Bye Tom" I mumbled as he left the apartment. I can't believe I had sex with him, why do I feel like I've cheated on Harry. I don't care about Taylor Swift I just want Harry. I thought about calling him, but in the end I decided to go see him.

I ran out onto the street and sprinted my way to their hotel, which was only about 8 blocks down. There were probably at least 200 screaming girls crowed around the hotel. I pushed my way through to the entrance, but I was stopped by security, to my luck I saw Eleanor and Dani in the lobby buying something from the gift shop, the looked up and were all smiles as they walked towards me.

" She's with us," Dani explained to the enormous bodyguard blocking my path.

The man nodded and let me pass.

" Harrys really upset" Eleanor looked at me.

" I saw him and Taylor," I explained

" Oh hunny, that's just for publicity" Dani told me everything, how Taylor needed more publicity because her record sales were going down and One Direction needed more before they went on tour. I felt like an Idiot.

We got up to the hotel room and Eleanor opened the door, all the boys were playing football in the living room, except Harry, I didn't see him. I walked in as Louis threw Zayn on the floor and sat on him. They all looked up at me.

" NINA HEY" Niall yelled, breaking the awkward silence. I waved politely to all.

" What did you do to Harry" Louis asked me seriously as Eleanor went and hugged onto his waist.

" Where is he?" I looked around

" Poor bloke has been in his room all afternoon" Zayn grumbled

" Where's his room?" I glanced down the hall this hotel room was huge.

" It's the last door on the right side" Liam pointed down the hall

I nodded and walked towards the hall.

" Oh and Nina, try not to hurt him anymore" Louis said while glaring at me. I smiled sweetly and his look softened quite a bit.

I nocked on the door.

" Go away" I heard Harrys beautiful accent call out, I opened the door to see him lying on his bed with his arm over his head, shirtless.

" I said go away" He said without looking up. I walked over to him and sat on top of his stomach, crossing my legs. His head shot up, his mouth opened slightly.

" Nina" he breathed, he smiled but I could tell by his eyes he was hurt.

" Harry" I mimicked him. He looked at me confused.

" Why are you here? I thought you were with Tom" He hissed at me but wrapped his arms around me as I was still sitting on him.

" El and Dani told me everything, I'm so sorry Harry" I could feel the tears building up as I remembered mine and Toms encounter

" Hey, what's wrong baby" He sat up so I was in his lap I put my head on his chest

" I had sex with Tom, when he came over today" I said avoiding eye contact; I could feel his eyes burning into me. I looked up to see him completely mortified.

" How could you" He was mad, his face was hard as stone, his mouth pressed into a straight line his eyes were nothing but fury. Yet he didn't try to push me off of him.

" It just happened and I stopped and made him get off me and leave because you were all I could think about" I pleaded with him, he disregarded me coolly and we sat in silence for 5 minutes.

" It's just, I'm not yours Harry, and we're not dating. I understand if you're upset but you have no reason to be this mad," I whispered

" Do you have any idea how much I want to make you mine?" He said loudly

I snuggled into his chest, his body stiffened but he didn't reject me, he was mad but I'm glad he wasn't sending me off, I planted a small kiss on his chest and he relaxed and kissed my forehead.

" I knew I wanted you from the first time I laid eyes on you" He continued as I snuggled into his chest

" Be mine Nina," he said all raspy

" If I'm yours then you're mine Harry" I said softly, he relaxed his chin on top of my head

" I don't want to share you though, if you're mine then you're all mine, I don't want there to be other guys" He was serious. I could tell he was referring to Tom.

" Same goes for you Styles, if you're mine then you're all mine" I was referring to Taylor, even though it was all for publicity the thought of him and her was sickening.