Breathe

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Nina's P.O.V

" You need to get up and get ready Lou and the boys are picking us up in an hour" Tia's voice rang though my ears, but it sounded like she was 500 miles away and the sound was just reaching me.

" Nina are you even listening?!" She yelled " Nina answer me" she shook my shoulder, I weakly fell to the opposite side.

I can't help my actions. I've never felt this broken before, I don't want to talk to anyone or be with anyone I just want to be alone.

" Seriously you have to get moving you've been in bed all day" She attempts to push me out of the bed, which I refuse.

" Nina you're scaring me please get up" She says weakly before sighing and leaving the room.

About twenty minutes later I hear a knock at the door.

" Come in" My voice is raspy

" Good day love" I turn to see Louis standing in the doorway, wearing black pants, a red shirt and a dress coat, clearly ready for Harry's party.

I swallow " Hi..."

" How are you?" He moves his hand to his chin

" Fine"

" Doesn't look like it"

I turn my head away from him so he doesn't notice the tears forming in my eyes.

" Tell me what happened" He moves and takes a seat on the end of my bed

" I can't look at him the same way, I can't talk to him the same way, and I can't" I pause looking for the right words " Be with him the same way"

" Nina you have no idea how much Harry loves you" He says with disbelief from my words.

" I understand that, but ever since that kiss everything's different"

I stares at me impassively

" You're doubting your feelings" He says it as if he's figured out the whole scenario.

I nod " I love Harry, I just don't know"

" You promised him you'd come to his birthday, now stop being so miserable and get ready" His harsh tone and seriousness take me back

" You clearly have some feelings left for Harry if you are this upset by him"

I look down, he's right.

" You have 20 minutes and I'm coming back in to get you"

The door closes.

-

" Nina" Louis comes in the door with his hand hovering over his eyes.

" I'm changed" I flatten out my shorts and fix a curl from my hair.

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" You look incredible" His eyes pop open

I smile weakly

" Lets go, everyone's already there"

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Harry's P.O.V

I turn my head around the room for the millionth time. Where are they...

" My son is all grown up!" I see my mom and sister walking my way.

" Hi mum" I kiss her cheek softly as she takes me into a big hug.

" Gemma" I say sharply

" Happy Birthday little bro" She attempts to scruff up my hair with her hand but I quickly swerve out of her way.