The Only Reason(Michael Gordon Clifford)

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Michael's POV

It's been two days. Two days since I saw Sabree.

I think she's mad at me and it's probably cause I haven't been able to go and see her.

I woke up not too long after she had left that day and me and the boys had a job to take care off.

It started out as a small one but then it turned into a really big one.

That we still haven't taken care of.

I want to go see Sabree but I can't bring myself to do it.

I always get right outside her house and end up turning around and going back home.

I'm worried.

I'm worried about what would happen if I let her back into my life especially with all of this shit going on.

I don't want her to be part of this life.

At the same time though I want her to be a part of my life.

I'm torn and I can't decide what the answer is.

But I've been absolutely miserable without her.

"Michael." Calum said pulling me out of my thoughts.

I looked over at him and smiled weakly.

"You alright mate?" Ashton asked
taking his attention off of FIFA as Luke did the same.

I shrugged and sunk further down into the couch.

"Just go talk to her." Luke said before turning to Ashton.

"Ashton play."

"I hate FIFA though."

"You only hate it cause you keep losing."

"Suck my balls."

"I'd rather not."

I rolled my eyes and laughed lightly.

I'm glad the boys are here to keep me company.

After all they are my three best friends so they always know how to cheer me up.

I just wish Sabree was here too.

Goddamn I miss her.

Taking a deep breath I stood up from my very comfortable spot on the couch and decided it's been too long.

48 hours without her in my arms is way too long and I don't think I can handle going another second.

"Go get her!" Calum yelled as I grabbed the handle of the front door swinging it open to be met with the beautiful breeze of California.

I turned and smiled and as I closed the door I could her the boys hooping and hollering.

I shook my head and chuckled jogging to my Shelby GT 500 and quickly hopping in.

I started the engine and sat there for a moment before reversing out of the drive and speeding the whole way to Sabree's house.

When I got there I parked outside and sat there.

Every time I went to open the car door I couldn't bring myself to do it.

Hell I didn't even know if she was home or not.

Before I could change my mind I opened the door and jumped out shutting it carefully before practically skipping to her front door.

I thought about just opening it then decided that would be rude plus it's probably locked so I decided it would be best to just knock.