why do I constantly have to hide
why do I have to pretend i'm someone completely different
why
why
i don't know why you think i'm sane
why you think everything's great
it's not, it's far from great
once upon a time, far away from today on the timeline
i used to be great
i used to be okay
moonlight used to hit my face, a smile reached my mouth
i wish it was like that
i wish i could see through all the pain
all of the why's and the how's
how can i keep on living like this
why do i even try to
why don't i just end it all?
i can't end it all
i have one thing to live for
myself
YOU ARE READING
those days
Poesíaon the first day I told myself I wouldn't do it I wouldn't hurt them like I have before everything was a lie
