you know you're going through a dark time
when you forget to eat
when you hate your body
when dysphoria hits hard
when life is just giving up on you
when you don't mind if the pain goes on
when you just want it to be over
when you feel like you deserve pain
when everything becomes black
and white is so far away
when nothing fits
when everything hurts
when your mind shuts out
the dysphoria
until it hits harder next time
and makes it more unbearable
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those days
Poesíaon the first day I told myself I wouldn't do it I wouldn't hurt them like I have before everything was a lie
