Love and other Stuff (Poetry Collection)

Friend or foe

I have been alone for sometime
Just by myself and doesn't care for my time
I've been used, abused by my friends
And now I am used to have none of them

I used to have dozens of them
I help them with their problems til the very end
I don't care for the outcome even if I am the shrewd
I will help them til the end and none of them is used

But one day I realized this life isn't fair
I am helping them til' the end but none of them cared
When I was the one who needed their help
No one tried to reach out and nobody cared

I tried to understand why I was left all alone
I gave up everything even if it is was my own
But in the end it was me that was at fault
All the blame, all the hatred and the bad result

Now I realized in the end its just me
No one will help my in this misery
All of my friends walked away from me
Now I am all alone to beat the enemy

Years passed by that no one really tried
To reach out for me and even asked what's and why's
But yeah it's okay, I already moved on
In this life, I learned to be on my own