Dear Lauren,
I wanna restart my life. I feel like if I did my life would be easier because I would have never gotten involved with you in the first place. I wouldn't be here finding ways to get over you. I need to get over you. My life can't be like this. What if I never get over you? What if I continue on with my life and I'll keep crying every morning because I wake up and you're not there? What if I keep waiting for a text or a call or a random visit and I never get it? What if I find someone and I never stop feeling guilty because they aren't you? What if you were the one for me but I wasn't the one for you? When we were together I saw us staying together. No matter what. Now all I see is nothing. I can't see my life without you in it Lauren. Before I meet you I never knew what it was like to look at a person and smile and feel truly happy. Up to this day I still look at you then I smile and I feel truly happy. I have to go... I love you Lauren.
Love,
Camila C.
