Dear Lauren,
I wish I can go back to the night before I fucked everything up. I wouldn't read those stories and I guess scared you off. I would've gotten into bed with you and held you. I would hold you to make sure you don't leave me ever. I know it sounds selfish but still. I would hold you and sing to you while you were reading. Only for you though cause you only deserve that side of me. I'm sorry I failed you...
I don't know why I still have strong feelings for you. You are the light of my life. When I was sad you were there and you showed me reasons to be happy or you would try to make me happy. You are the only thing that makes me happy. I would be in a bad mood and just the thought of you would make me happy again. When we were together you told me the same stuff and even more. If I meant so much to you then why did you let this happen to us? You let us be apart. You let me be depressed while you are off with someone else. Is this what love really is? Is this your way of showing your love towards me? I have so many questions for you Lauren.
~ Camila C.
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A/n: hi :) I like waffles and I hope you have had an amazing day and I hope it gets better. Cause ik it's gonna get better. ;) see what I did there? No? Okay.
