"stories" INCOMPREHENSION

12 •The Sky•

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What's wrong with me
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I walked through the large wooden door.
It lead to heaven apparently as I was seeing
Or some place like heaven
No it was the sky
How do I know?
Well there's a big banner that says so to my left
The sky's all white
There's no blue
Maybe it's a different planet
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My heart's bleeding
It bleeds the essence of my ability to feel
I've sealed it severally
Closed it
Used whatever
Tape, glue, cloth
Now it's all patched up
And those little holes seem to find their way
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You'd think there'd be something else in this apparent sky
Well there's nothing
Just white
And that banner
And there's no special designs on it
No art
Just the words
The sky
Maybe that means something
Can't help but feel like something's wrong
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Maybe it's all the things
That drove me to this point
That have filled my heart
Rendered it incapable of a certain consciousness
One related with emotions
Can't describe the feels
That used to overwhelm me
And like a phase
It passed away
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I can't feel anything
I don't want to feel anything
I know all I'd feel is bad
Maybe that's why I've drained my heart of feeling

It's a cry for help
A very subtle cry

Come on universe
Dash that space rain on me
Hit me with cosmic storms

I challenge you
Make me feel something
Destroy my defiance

At the same time
I beg
I cry
Please
Let it be good
Good feels

Dash that on me
Sprinkle me with magic
Make me magic
Make me sparkle
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The Sky
So it's written
Wow
Such serenity
Peace
Blank ...

Blank space
That's the funny thing
There's no such thing
As a blank sky that's peaceful
This illusion I draw up for myself
Not true peace
Something erased
Like the waiting room

Feeling nothing
Waiting on something

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Then in this white nothingness, I see some shape forming way ahead of me. Like a person. The shape is dark, draws a gloomy cloud around itself. It seems to be running towards me, if not for the apparently large distance that separates us, it would've already caught up to me.
I learned something, I can control this whiteness. I've moved it around a bit, I can't explain how I cover white with white but you've got to take my word for it cause I'm ruling in this bitch right now.
I moved some of the whiteness towards this hunter that's becoming increasingly difficult to ignore. Well, yes, it was obstructed for a bit, but no matter how much mmpfff (The whiteness) I put on it, it seems to pass through in short charged dashes.
Then suddenly I see it, a floating banner. It says; The Storm . It's written in precisely the same font, all plain. What could this all mean.

MMPFFFF
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