JD slammed his door and sat on his bed. He couldn't believe what a fucking mess his life was. He hated it, he hated his father, he hated where he was and what was going on. He hated it all. He pulled his knees to his chest and sobbed. Why was he like this? What the fuck was wrong with him? He was a horrible person. He pulled at his hair and cried harder. He sat there sobbing until he heard his window open. He looked up to see Veronica standing there. Her in all of her glory, everything about her was absolutely perfect. "What are you doing here?" he asked. It sounded more annoyed and bitter than he wanted it to but Veronica didn't look like she cared.
"I came to check up on you. You weren't answering any of my calls or texts" JD nodded. He thought back to an hour ago when he got mad and threw his phone at the wall. The phone's screen shattered and it wouldn't turn on.
"Yeah, sorry about that my phone broke" JD looked down and tried not to cry. He didn't want to cry in front of Veronica, he didn't want to let her know how much of a mess he was.
"Hey, are you okay?" Veronica asked sitting on the bed next to him, taking his hand. "What's wrong babe? Talk to me."
"No," JD said looking at their hands.
"Do you want me to leave?" Veronica asked squeezing his hand.
"No, please don't" JD said.
"Okay. Let's lay down, it's getting late." JD nodded again as Veronica got up to grab a pair of pajamas that she left over at his house the last time she spent the night. She changed and curled up next to JD on the bed. JD turned off the light and held Veronica.
"Thanks for staying with me" he mumbled holding onto her tighter like she was his lifeline. Hell at this point Veronica was his lifeline. He needed her to stay with him. He held onto her desperately trying not to fall apart. He could feel himself slowly breaking and he started to cry again. He silently sobbed into Veronica's hair and held her close. "I'm sorry," he apologized and closed his eyes.
"You don't have to be sorry," she said wrapping her arms around him. "It's okay to fall apart sometimes." she held onto him as he cried. She could tell that he was in pain. She knew he was broken but she didn't care. She loved him and do whatever it took to make sure he was okay. "You don't have to but do you want to talk about it?" she asked rubbing his back a little.
"I miss her," he said trying to stop his tears from spilling.
"Who? Your mom?" she asked looking up at his face.
"Yeah, I've just been thinking about her a lot. Wondering is she would be proud of me. I've changed so much since she died, I wonder if she would like who I am." he said squeezing his eyes shut trying to stop thinking.
"She would, I know she would. You are an amazing person and from what you've said about her I know she would be proud of you. If she was here she would love who you are." she said
"You think so?" he asked
"I know so." she said kissing his nose.
A/N lmao I missed my mom so I wrote this ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ sorry again for the angsty shit
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Musical Oneshots
Fiksi PenggemarA book of musical one-shots. requests are CLOSED (cover art by @torifalls on tumblr!)
