UNCERTAINTY (boyxboy)

ELEVEN

We are on our way back home from the best trip of my life.  The guys are pretty much happy that, as Ryker put it, Garreth and I pulled our heads out of our own asses.  I laughed at that one.  I am literally wrapped up in Garreth's arms while he has me planted on his lap leaning back just aimlessly looking out of the window.

I am very excited to get home as I have many trinkets for my parents and ...holy shit, my father!  I must have tensed up as I hear Garreth ask, "Hey, what is wrong?" "Oh God Garreth, I completely forgot." "What?  What did you forget?"  "My dad is expecting you to come for dinner so he can properly interrogate you and be all foreboding and threatening."

Looking quite amused he asks, "Why would he want only myself to join you and your family for dinner?"  "Because before we left, he made it very clear that if I planned on pursuing a relationship with you, he wanted to get to know you much better."

He is actually smiling like a loon.  "Well then, you just let me know when he is available and I will do everything in my power to be available as well."  He is laughing now.  As I pinch his side in annoyance I say, "It is not funny."  "Sure it is.  I have nothing to worry about as I know exactly what my intentions are towards you."

Looking up into his eyes I whisper out, "And what are your intentions towards me if I may be so bold as to ask?"  "Baby, I thought you already knew that.  For now, we are going at your pace but you have to know that YOU are it for me baby and if I have it my way, I plan on being with you forever.  I will wait forever too for that to happen as I know that you have loads of plans and you are so worth the wait.  I have no intention of getting in the way of that.  I just want to be there, right by your side, through it all!"

I close my eyes in an attempt to gather myself as his confession has overwhelmed my senses but in the end it is useless as the tears still fall from my eyes.  I feel my dear friend come up next to me as he says, "Are you alright?  You better had not made my friend cry Garreth."  Looking over at Ioan and seeing his beautiful face attempting to be intimidating was quite hysterical.  

Laughing I sit up and face him as I say, "Calm down slugger, he did not do anything wrong.  Everything is okay."  He gives me a smile then huffs at Garreth before giving him the evil eye as he stomps off.  Yeah my best friend,  there is nothing more to say...

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Now that we have landed, we are all in the limo on our way back to our respective homes.   It is pretty late and not to disturb my parents and with my father's permission, I will be spending the night over Ioan's which means so will Garreth and Conner.  A sleep over.  Wonderful!  All of these insane new experiences are exciting but quite boggling to my mind.

After we drop Ryker off at his family's estate, we finally arrive at Ioan's home and his parents must have been waiting as the staff is already on the move getting the bags and helping us into the house.  I am so disoriented as I must have fallen asleep on my big teddy bear of a man so I am brought right out of my exhaustion as I feel him put his arm under my legs and lift me bridal style as we enter the house.

I could care less how I look to any one since I am just that exhausted and he is so comfortable so I snuggle against his chest and eventually I must fall back asleep.  

The next morning, waking up from the best sleep of my life, I go to stretch and find that I am trapped in the arms of my big man.  I look up into his sleeping, peaceful and handsome face and just smile.  He is all mine and I am so happy.  I just hope that my father will not be too hard on Garreth especially after his declaration on the plane yesterday.

I have to really take a good look at my life and what I want from it.  I also want to sit down and have a heart to heart with Garreth and see what he truly wants out of his life as well.  I just hope that in the end we both wind up wanting the same things so we can be together for a very long time.

I gasp as I suddenly feel myself get pulled and squeezed against the very manly body of my boyfriend.  I snuggle deeper into his chest and feel the smile that comes across his face after he places a very gentle kiss on my forehead.

"Good morning baby.  Did you sleep okay?"  Oh his voice.  It is so raspy and deep with sleep and every hair on my body stands at attention as my spine begins to tingle from the rubbing sensation of his fingertips going up and down the center of my back.

Since he has rendered me speechless, all I can do is hum out my answer.  "Hmhhhm..."  I hear him chuckle slightly as he continues his gentle touch on my back.  Then I suddenly feel him work his lips to the side of my neck and bury his face in and take a big whiff and say, "Oh baby, you smell divine!"

As his words vibrate against the skin on the side of my neck I can feel my dick twitch slightly.  Laughing a little I say, "You must really like me because I know I smell." "Nope, could never happen.  Smelling you sets my blood to boiling quickly and I need to..."

Before he finishes his sentence, he takes my lips with his and immediately my body responds to his machinations.  It is as if my body was dormant all of this time, waiting for him to wake us up and boy are we awake now!

With a mind of its own, my hips begin to grind against his body, seeking out that bulge of his and when I feel it, I feel as if I am suddenly on fire with how hot I feel inside and out.  I hear him groan as he starts to move right along with me and my breathing becomes heavier.

Suddenly, it all stops.  We are holding onto each other and looking into each others eyes just breathing really hard when he says, "Baby, I do not want to overwhelm you with too much.  We need to get out of this bed before things get out of control."

I am still trying to get myself together as I focus on his words.  I take a deep breath in and say, "Okay."  Giving me a look filled with worry he says, "You do understand right?  I want to do this right and there is only so much control a man has before it snaps and right now baby, I am skirting the line."

"You are okay.  We are okay."  I lean over slightly and give his lips a gentle kiss and say, "Thank you for being such a gentleman and thinking of me." "You do not have to thank me Albert."  "I know but I just want to make sure you know that your efforts are much appreciated."

With those words he graces me with a breath taking smile and then pats my ass and says, "Come on.  Let us go see what passes for breakfast around here!"  I smile right back at him...