UNCERTAINTY (boyxboy)

FIFTEEN

This day has gone so much better than I imagined.  Garreth's  parents were so amazing.  They did their research once it was brought to their attention that their son and I were dating and they were nothing short of impressed.

His mom, Lisa, actually told me that her son was not good enough for me.  Imagine that!  Having Garreth agree with her did not sit well with me and I voiced my concerns on the matter to which his father, Michael as he told me to refer to him, was very impressed over.

I do not want anyone but most especially Garreth thinking that he is not worthy of me or anyone.  He is so amazing and he shows me his worth in the way he takes care of me and his treatment of me as well.

The lunch itself was an extravagant affair but I felt at ease in his parents presence.  The mounds of questions they asked me not just about myself, my hopes and dreams but about my family were overwhelming at first but I understood their need to make sure that my intentions towards their son were nothing less than honorable.

However, tonight is the big night.  I am currently getting ready in my parents bedroom so it would be easier for my mom to be involved in the whole prom process.  She is just as excited as I am.  I could not deny her this happiness so I indulged her.

This suit that Garreth had made for me is ridiculously expensive and matched his perfectly.  Looking at myself in the mirror, I find that I look like I actually belong in his world.

Ioan took me to the eye doctor and made me get contacts to wear tonight and without the security blanket that are my glasses, I look like a completely different person.  If I can just gain a bit of confidence then I may be successful in seducing my boyfriend right into bed tonight.

I have everything we will need in the overnight bag I have packed.  Still though, I wonder how a person can manage to be both excited and nauseous at the same time.  I need to get my shit together because the guys will be here soon.