UNCERTAINTY (boyxboy)

EIGHTEEN

Garreth's POV-

I look down at this most beautiful of creatures and think to myself, God could I be any luckier.  This amazing and extremely smart man wants ME.  The way he looks at me just sets my insides on fire.  From the first moment I laid my eyes on him, I was completely gone.

I could never thank Conner and Ioan enough for their relationship since it is the catalyst of what brought about ours.  Looking down at my shy beauty I caress any part of his creamy pale soft skin I can because I just cannot help myself.

Those mesmerizing silver orbs of his always put me into a trance once he zeroes his gaze on me.  But these stormy gray orbs which clearly are the effects of his arousal  is a new look and it only belongs to me and only caused by me.

I am not ashamed of my over possessive, protective and just plain greedy nature when it comes to Albert.  He is mine and after tonight he will be mine in every way possible.  It was a true test to slow things down for him as my soul calls out to him on every level but he will be mine.

I need him like I need the air to breath and will give up any and everything to be with him.  Thank God that my parents are pretty much in love with him because no one but Albert could keep me away from him.  He has no idea of the power he holds over me.

After tasting his essence on my tongue and getting to see my very controlled man lose himself in his orgasm  almost made me cum as well.  Feeling his legs wrap around me again I feel one of his hands grab  my butt cheek and squeeze and my dick twitches against his perfect hole as I hear him gasp in surprise and briefly tense at the same time.

"What is wrong baby?"  I see him blush as he says, "I am so nervous for what comes next.  I can feel you babe and you are huge."  I chuckle a bit as I say to him, "Well, it is all yours so you decide what we do from here on out.  I will not do anything you are uncomfortable with."

He looks deep into my eyes and I do not just see it but I feel his love for me and my heart swells with happiness.  "But Garreth,  I want to experience everything with you.  I trust you completely.  I know that you would never hurt me in any way.  Please!"

His voice is filled with need and lust and how can I deny him anything.  It is simply impossible.  I place a gentle peck on his lips and work my way back down his body.  I leave a trail of kisses in my wake as I reach his legs and gently place them on my shoulders as I spread him out for my viewing pleasure.

My word but he is perfect.  He has little to no hair all over his body but this perfect little star winking at me is completely hairless and just perfect for kissing.  So, I spread his cheeks open with my hands and go straight for his hole and attach my lips to it and start sucking and licking and I immediately feel his hands attach to my head while his fingers tangle into my locks.

I can hear his loud moans and groans as I continue to suck around his hole and then I take the tip of my tongue and aim right for his whole and as it is opening and closing with all of his movements, I manage to slip the tip in and my body starts to erotically heat up as I hear him yell out, "Oh God babe, what are you doing to me.  Ugh... don't stop, please don't stop."

STOP, what is he kidding me.  Until I am buried inside him coming until I am completely empty, I have no intention of stopping.  It is getting pretty wet down here and I take one of my fingers and swirl it in my saliva and as I take the tip of my tongue out, I insert just the tip of my finger instead and now I have to hold him down by the hips as he loses almost all of his control.

God, he is so tight that I now have an inch of doubt creeping in as to whether I will be able to enter him at all.  I have my left arm wrapped around his hip with my forearm effectively pinning him down to the bed as I begin to wrap my hand around his dick and let me tell you what a dick it is.  It is still a surprise that for someone the size of Albert, he is very well endowed and it is all mine.

With my other hand I am trying to work my finger slowly into him in my attempt to open him up and I make the monumental  mistake of looking up at him and my dick gets harder and a load of pre-cum  shoots out of me at the sight of his sweaty taut body lost in ecstasy.

Before we both realize it, my fingers slips into his hole all the way in and  I hook my finger in search of the one spot that will give him the ultimate pleasure.  Ahhh, there it is and as I start to massage it with my finger, it takes all of my strength to hold him down as he arches off the bed in shock.

"What the fuck was that?"  "Oh baby, that is just the beginning!"  I say with a smile.  He looks down at me and says, "Again, please now!"  He is panting hard between each word and I can do nothing but obey my love.

I go back down and begin an onslaught on his ass hole with my mouth and fingers as I slowly work in one then two and three fingers into his hole.  His dick is so hard and it is wet as well as his stomach from all the leaking.  The bed is also wet from all of my juices leaking uncontrollably in answer to every single one of Albert's moans and groans and outbursts.

My baby is so loud and I absolutely love it because this very controlled and quiet man is showing me the hell cat he is in bed.  Finally being able to get a fourth finger in with the help of his juices, I decide that I cannot wait any longer.  This pure need to be inside of him is so strong.

"No, please don't stop."  "Shh baby.  I am going to make love to you now."  I say to him as I climb back up his body and place another gentle kiss on his lips.  "Love, the few people that I have been with, I always wore a condom.  I find that I cannot have anything between us.  I know that there will never be anyone other than you.  If you wish for me to wear a condom I will do so but I would prefer no barrier between us.

He looks at me with those soul stealing eyes of his and says, "Garreth,  I love and trust you unconditionally.  You must know that there will never be another for me.  You are my ONE.  I want nothing between us as well."

As I feel him caress the side of my face, I close my eyes as my emotions overwhelm me with the utter trust he has in me.  I lift one of his legs over my shoulders as I position myself at his hole and just before I push, I look into his eyes and a single tear falls free from my eye and begins to crawl down my face.

"I will love you forever..."