UNCERTAINTY (boyxboy)

TEN

I am so completely and utterly full.  We decided to have our evening meal out on the veranda with the spectacular view of the beach laid out before us.  I look across the table at Garreth and he has quite a satisfied look on his face.

Smiling at him I say, "What?"  While continuing to hold my gaze, he slowly pushes his chair back away from the table with his feet, spreads his arms open and then pats his lap.  Without letting go of his gaze, a small smile forms on my face as I get up from the table and slowly make my way towards him.

Then, to his utter delight, I boldly stand right between his open thighs and wrap my one leg around his as I straddle him.  I settle myself on his very noticeably bumpy lap as I wrap my legs around his ass and waist and wrap my arms around his neck pressing as much of my body to his.

I immediately feel his arms wrap around me to end with his hands on my ass.  He finally lets go of my gaze as he buries his face into the side of my neck and just sighs with such deep contentment.  

I lay the side of my face near his neck and just close my eyes and take in all of the sensations he is creating inside of me. Every never is on fire as he begins to nibble on the side of my neck.  My manhood is pulsing with such need as it begins to harden in response to his ministrations of my body.

I run my hands up and down his back as I begin to pant a bit heavier at the feeling of his lips upon my neck.  He then starts to nibble his way up my neck to my jaw all the way to my lips as one of his hands grabs on to the back of my neck and just plunges his tongue into the depths of my mouth effectively taking every single breath away from me.

I hold on tight now as I feel myself become harder than I have ever been in my life as I begin to leak slightly at my tip.  At some point I managed to press myself intimately against his wondrously large  bulge and just grind against it.  It is as if I have always done this with him it feels so natural.

Then in a whisper I hear him say against my lips, "Do you have any idea what you have done to me?  I have wanted you so badly for so long and was a bit too apprehensive and quite intimidated by you."  I pull back slightly and ask him in a shocked voice, "Why?"

He gives me a look filled with a bit of shyness.  Eventually he responds, "Because of who you are.  You have no idea how near perfect you are.  You know what you want in life.  You know your place in it.  You are so beautiful yet you have no clue do you?"  Now I am blushing and I feel ridiculous so I try to bury my face in his chest.

Before I get the chance, he grabs me by the chin and brings my face to his and says, "No.  You do not get to hide from me.  You  never have to hide from me.  I am so captivated by you and I need you in my life.  I just hope that you will give me a chance, us a chance."

Feeling my chest burn from the emotions crossing his face I ask, "Garreth, what are you saying?"  He lets go of my chin and takes his fingers and runs them down the side of my face.  I instantly close my eyes as I concentrate on the waves of tingles he is creating on my skin.

I open my eyes for him when he pulls his fingers away from my face and he answers, "I want you to belong to me the way I already belong to you.  I want to be able to publicly show the world that yes, this beautiful, smart, sexy man is with me.  I cannot sit by anymore and ignore what I am feeling waiting for you to decide what you want."

"So what does it mean to you, us belonging to each other?" "If there must be a label then I want you to be my boyfriend, exclusively Albert.  I cannot stand the idea of someone else even coming close to you in any form."

I look him over and see his feelings for me clearly shining his his beautiful gaze.  I look deep inside of myself and know that if I do not travel this road with him, it will be my biggest regret.  Naturally worrying about the physical side of a relationship, it is as if he can read my mind as he says, "I need you to agree to be mine.  The rest of it we can figure out at your pace.  Just... be mine, please!"  He whispers those last three words and to ease any of his doubts I run my hands from the back of his neck all the way to each side of his face and come to but a hairs breath away and say, "I am already yours Garreth.  Agreeing to be your boyfriend is just making it official."

Then I place a very light kiss on his lips and he must have been holding his breath as he wraps me is a big bear hug and as he squeezes tightly, he lets a big breath out as he says, "Thank you!"  Giggling a bit I say, "You do not have to thank me."

Deciding to be a bit naughty with my, dare I think it, boyfriend...I am mentally giggling with glee, I give him what I hope is a sultry look as I whisper, "Now that you have me, what will you do with me?"  Taking a big gulp, he nervously clears his throat as I feel his heart beating erratically through that very muscular chest against my own.

"Al lbert, baby!"  I am rubbing myself against him and trust me when I say it is a powerful feeling knowing I am making him lose his control a bit.  Not letting up in any way I say, "Hmmmmmm?"  "Damn it Albert, I cannot..."  His grip around me gets tighter so I whisper in his ear, "Babe please, I need... I do not even know!"

Giving in to all of my senses, I barely feel the rumble in his chest as he groans out while standing up and wrapping my legs around his waist.  I hold on tight to his neck as with a determined stride he takes us right back into my room.

He comes up to the bed and places a knee on the mattress as he gently lays me down and  lays right in between my legs and now I can feel it all and every inch of my body is on fire.  I wrap my legs around his waist again and he is taking my breath away with every kiss, lick and nibble he places on my lips, neck and jawline.

Suddenly I feel one of his hands push its way in between our bodies and undo his pants.  My anxiety level spikes up a bit and he must sense it because everything stops as he says, "Nothing will happen that you do not want to happen."  

I look deeply into his eyes and see the truth of his words in them.  I want this.  I want him and the only way I am going to fully enjoy being with him is to begin to open myself to new erotic experiences.  Surrendering to my emotions while continuing to hold his stare with my own, I work my hand down to where our groins are sandwiched together and take his hand and bring it to my groin.

He takes a deep breath in and as I let go, I feel him put his hand inside of my pants and release me from my gauzy prison.  Then he takes his manhood out and for a brief moment he just rubs it against mine and the moan that comes from somewhere deep inside of me surprises the hell out of both of us.

Then he takes the both of us in hand and the feel of his most intimate skin against mine causes me to close my eyes in reverence as I feel more alive in this moment than in my whole entire existence.  

Then he shows me how much better it gets by thrusting against me and Oh My God, I just died and went to heaven.  Every single part of me feels like an electric current ready to explode as my need for him spikes with each of his thrusts.

Then I hear him moan in my ear as he pushes so deeply into his hand and just lets it all go as he cums.  In that moment, I hear nothing as if time stands still and then in a huge roar of sound I explode from the inside out as I cum for the very first time in my life and I am helpless to it as the tears begin to fall from my eyes while I cling to this beautiful and wonderful man.

Once I finally come down from the best place ever, I feel his kisses all over my face as I finally hone in on his words, "Baby, are you okay?" With the cheesiest smile on my face I respond, "I may have to rethink my future."  He gives me a questioning look as I say, "You just fried my brain!"  He then laughs as he kisses me again and again.

Then as he winks he says, "Baby, you ain't seen nothing yet!"