Hidden Love

Chapter 8

Chapter – 8

He was leaning in slowly I was just frozen, my mind was unable to understand anything while he was so close that I feel his breathe fan on me and bet he must have listened the fast beating of heart, thump thump thupm .  Was he really going to….

I could not handle it and automatically my eyes shut close and I felt his soft and warm lips touch which made a burning sensation on my cheeks making blood rush to it. He kissed me on my right cheek. At that very moment my eyes flutter opened, a part of me was thankful that he didn’t kiss me in front of everyone it would be so embarrassing. But at the same time there was a wave of disappointment that he actually didn’t kiss me.

When my eyes opened he quickly moved away from me and turned his back on me looking through the window. Again I was disappointed, he turned away, he freaking turned away just like that, showing me his back and watching through that shit of a window while I was here shocked. I wanted to see his face, his eyes what he was hiding in those dark blue pools of his, what was written on his face..i mean his expression. I wanted to know the reason for his kiss, what was it? Why was it on the cheek and not lips when it seemed that he was going to kiss me on the lips? And when he did it why did he turned away? He have to explain me? Why? Why? Why?

Awfully disappointed by him I turned back to sitting straight on my seat when realization hit me, shit I was not alone on this bus. Blood made its way again to my checks as I gazed at everyone around me if they have seen me and Jason just now. I sighed in relief as I saw everyone was busy in their own world doing what they were doing a while ago.

“Don’t think I was asleep” Mason slowly whispered near my ear and I stiffened in my place. What did that idiot just say? He what??? I turned tomato red on the spot. I didn’t dare looking at him. But with the corner of my eye I saw Mason shifted in his seat making himself even more comfortable while he just crushed my comfort with his leg. Great!!  Just so f***ing great!! Now I was sitting in between two jerks. One that just- just kissed me and another who saw it. Somebody please kill me now…

Oh God, now I know how much you love…

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“Here we are” Uncle Fred announced happily.

Finally the long bothersome journey came to end. I didn’t want to even look out of the window at moment as I was really pissed off. I warned myself and settled down that I can see it when I step out of the mini bus. But I didn’t agree to look out of the window either side of me, I didn’t want to talk or look in the direction of the two jerks.

I stood up from my seat to get out of the place. Suzy was in front of me and behind Joe. She gave me a wide smile when she saw me getting up. “finally we are here” she said stepping out of the bus and I followed suit. I stretched my arms happily as I was finally out in the space.

“Aww…My butt is burning” Suzy said and we chuckled and followed elders taking in the beautiful place in front of us. “Its beautiful, isn’t it?” she asked and Joe put his arm around her replying her “yes, absolutely beautiful…but not more than you baby”. And she blushed at that kissing him on the cheek.

“very cheesy” I remarked getting away from the lovey-dovey couple. I heard them chuckling behind me. “Aunt Lusy” I called her catching up with them. I wonder if I’m actually going to even enjoy this picnic. Suzy is with Joe. Mason never left a change to irritate the hell out of me. Jason was Jason. Both women were busy with each other and here I was as lonely as I ever could be. I guess the same thing is going to happen that happened on our way, being left out alone. I sighed and went with inside them.