Hidden Love

Chapter 14 Too much to handle

Chapter 14 too much to handle 

“Ja-jason” I said in a low voice, very low that I myself barely heard it. He was walking further in the water. He was carrying me in his arms, bridal style. Bridal style?? Oh my, I know my face must be as red as a tomato because its burning. For him, he is just carrying me because I said I wont come in the water. But for me?? What should I say, there are many emotions or should I say ‘things’ going on inside me. Because I barely know what name should I give to the feeling stirring inside my fragile body. There are these stupid dragons roaring inside my stomach and it is taking back flips every now and then. Goose bumps are forming, my skin is burning on the parts his body is touching me. My heart is fluttering with emotions like happiness, embarrassment, awkwardness and sadness.

Happiness; Well you know Im feeling so happy that I’m in his arms, so close to his heart. Heart?? Omg I can hear his heart beat..and…and its beating so fast. Why? Is it because of me? Is he going through the same feelings as me? These are the times I wish I had some kind of super powers or something like that, so that I can unveil what’s going on in the other person’s mind. Well, too bad ‘cause I’m not blessed with any. Huh! *Dramatic sigh* 

Well, back to point. Where was I, you know what? I think I’m becoming like Suzy. Don’t you think im talking too much like Suzy? See proof, I’m again deviating the topic. What can I do, this girl is affecting me. I guess I should go back as soon as possib- wait what am I saying? No…no, I don’t wanna go back so soon. I want to stay here with…with *blushing* (if that’s even possible ‘cause I’m already blushing too much) Jason. Oh common don’t tease me now, I admit I’m falling for Jason. Badly.

Marie, back to point. Finally, so I was talking about embarrassment. You know, what if he thinks that I’m heavy? That will be too embarrassing. God, I should really start dieting. No, bad idea. I can’t give up on my food, I just love my food. But im not fat, in fact I think I’m too skinny now, compared to earlier. I wasn’t fat, but a little chubby as a kid. Huh! But the thing here is not what ‘I’ think, but what Jason is thinking? And all this leads to awkwardness. I’m in his arms, he’s holding me. It’s too awkwa-aaaaaahhh!!

SPLASH!!!

Hahaha…

My mouth hanging open, well, okay I closed it the moment I opened it. Because stupid salty sea water got in my mouth. Believe me it was horrible. I was too shocked for the first 10 seconds when Jason dropped me in the water. Water splashed in every direction as my body made contact with the water. And I went inside the water. I closed my eyes, as I saw myself falling in the arms of sea. My mouth shut. All I heard was faint sound of Jason’s laughter and noise of water splashing as it swallowed me. Good thing I know swimming, I made my way up and first thing I did was I took breath. Spit the salty water out that got in my mouth. Wiped my face with my hands so that I can see properly, and there he was still laughing. I sent draggers in his way, but even that didn’t stop him from laughing.

I tried to stand but the water reached near my chest and the waves were strong which knocked me down again before I could barely stand. Warm hands snaked around my waist, steadying me. Instantly, I closed my eyes at his touch. My heart bumping in my chest for two reason. First the fall, and second Jason. And the second one made it even more wild.

Suddenly I felt force, and the next moment I crashed in his chest. The sudden moment made me open my eyes. The first thing I saw was his wet bare chest. I blushed and lowered my gaze. I felt his eyes on me so slowly I lifted it up. He was looking down at me. We were so close, I could feel the heat emitting from his body even though we were in the middle of water. My hands were resting on his chest. He slowly lifted his one hand and tugged my wet falling hair behind my ears. I shivered from his touch, and I guess he noticed because I saw a smirk on his face. Oh so he does smirk…hmm interesting. Interesting?? Interesting my ass…well no no I dint mean that, I wasn’t complimenting my own ass. I meant to say…oh common people don’t think so dirty. I didn’t mean that, okay.