Hidden Identities|GRAYSON DOLAN

50

Chapter 50

"I'm sorry Emsi"

My thoughts were everywhere.

Yesterday night was a blur for me. I know for a fact that I did something that I wouldn't have done if I were not in desperate need of distraction.

But I guess I can't change the past now can I?

My only concern now is, how to break it to Kim.

Flashback

"He hurt me Gray" I sobbed into his chest once again. Right after I asked him to hold me, he carried me to his room. Now the both of us were lying on top of the bed, my head buried in his chest and his arms around my petite body.

"He doesn't mean it baby" he whispered back trying to comfort me after I told him what Damien accused me of being.

"But it still hurts. He was suppose to help me in these kind of situation but instead he just insulted me and hurt me." I cried out as Grayson pulled me even closer to him.

"It's okay. Don't cry. I hate to see you cry" he softly said as I feel him kiss my head repeatedly. "He talked to me after you left he did give me an earful but I didn't take it to heart knowing I would do the same if my little sister married someone without my permission. Besides that your father tried to sell you, just imagine his mind going crazy trying to protect you from a marriage then finding out you were actually already married. Understand him baby" he explained to me which made me look him in the eyes.

Like usual, I lost myself in his eyes. All my emotions from high school came rushing back to me. Love, care, adoration and most active ones are lust and desire. Judging by his squirming I knew he did too.

Before I could resist, my mouth met his. Who was the first to lean in? I honestly don't know. Our lips moved in sync and my heart was beating out of my chest as I moved myself on top of him, strangling his waist with my legs.

His hands, which were on my cheeks soon wandered lower down my body slowly. I gasped into the kiss as I felt him trace down my breast with his forefinger, which gave him the opportunity to dominate the kiss.

My fingers trailed down his defined body inching closer to the hem of the shirt. I smirked as soon as I hear him growl in the back of his throat. I slowly grabbed the fabric and gently inched it up to take it off him but Grayson had other plans.

"Stop" he breathed out interrupting our kiss, but I didn't stop. I trailed my kisses down his neck as I can feel his hands fist behind my shirt. "I- I can't do this to you" he breathed out once again trying to push me off him but judging by his weak push, I knew he was trying to do me a favour which I honestly don't need right now.

"Do what?" I whispered into his ear as I lightly nibbled on it. "T-take advantage of your vulnerable state" he whispered as he flipped us over, making him hover above me. He was breathing heavily on my neck.

"Please?" I whispered to him trailing my lips once again down his neck. His breathing got heavier and he shivered once I kissed a spot near his earlobe. Jackpot, I smirked as I repeatedly kissed it while he protested.

"Don't hold back now. I promise you, I won't regret this. Might as well have my first time with my first love right?" I whispered to him moving away from him to look him deep in the eyes.

His eyes looked for reassurance. It also showed love for me and I couldn't be happier. Before I know it he crashed his lips on mine.