Hidden Identities|GRAYSON DOLAN

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I sighed as I leaned back on the couch as I dropped the pen next to the divorce papers.

I've finally done it, one more step and then I'm divorced.

Damien came back earlier than expected and he gave me the papers as soon as he arrived with Gabriella, who was still a secret to my mother.

Just imagine my moms reaction when she found out about another grandchild from my brother who we thought will live alone with Ryder forever.

My mom went crazy, scolding my brother and even spanked him for not telling her about her grandchild.

But of course, Damien had to drag me into this and told mother that I kept it a secret to. It felt like i was a kid again when my mother spanked me once for cutting my hair short.

Don't blame my youngerself. I was adventures and I wanted to do everything even if it means getting dirt on me, but having long hair held me back from things I desperately wanted to do.

As soon as mama calmed down, she then took Gabriella and locked both of them in her room stating that she has to catch up with her.

"You sure about this little one?" My brother asked me with his mouth full of chips and I look at him disgustingly.

"It's for the better" I answered as I shoved the papers into the envelope that my lawyers assistant will pick up, later on today.

You're probably asking yourself 'Have you talked to Grayson after your last encounter?' 

My answer to that is no. It wasn't like he wanted to talk to me badly, I mean he never called or texted me once even after I left him asleep when I met up with my brother.

I asked Kim about Ethan and she said that he texted her once if the babies were okay then she received nothing as soon as she answered back.

See what I mean about not wanting to give my marriage a chance?

Grayson distances himself for no reason at all and like every other girl, I get paranoid and think that I've done something bad.

One day we'll be all over one another and the next he'll be off, god knows where. I don't want to live my life in a constant worry that he might break up with me.

So better to break it off now before we have children of our own than to have the children live in a broken family.

"How come, I never see Ryder so often anymore?" I ask Damien as I relaxed back into the couch next to him.

"I'm not a super dad I can only take care of one and Gabriella needs me more since she is younger." He answered in a duh tone and I rolled my eyes at him.

"You're stupid for doing that." I spoke up my mind, already seeing the future ahead of me.

"And what's so stupid about taking care of one of my children?" He asked annoyed at my statement.

"That's the stupid thing, Damien. You don't have one child anymore, you have two. Ryder is at the age where he learns about things quicker. When he finds out that you'd rather take his sister with you than him he'll feel neglected by you and will most likely get jealous at his own sister for taking up all of your attention. The worst part is, jealousy turns into hatred the older you get."  I explained to him knowing very well that if Damien doesn't give Ryder enough attention this could turn two siblings into enemies.

I can't blame Ryder at all. He's been an only child for almost 7 years and all of a sudden all of the attention towards him was gone in a blink of an eye. I feel bad for my little nugget.