Hidden Identities|GRAYSON DOLAN

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Chapter 33

I slowly turned around with my heart leaping out of my chest. Grayson looked devastated and about to cry. The familiar feeling slowly came back.

"You were lying the whole time?" He again asked with disbelief in his voice. I couldn't answer. "You always you knew who I was?" He asked as his voice cracked.

A tear fell down my face. "Do you hate me so much that you wanted me to feel this unbearable pain?" He asked as he sobbed.

That's what triggered me. I know for a fact that I've been through shit just like he went through. "Did you hate me so much that you wanted me to feel the same pain you're feeling right now?" I asked him angrily. His eyes widened.

"It's always me hurting you Grayson. It's always me who is the bad guy in this fiction we are living in. No one acknowledges the fact that you hurt me first and the most too. So why is everybody against my idea to finally let you go?" I whispered to him.

"I'm sorry" he cried out walking closer to me but I just took steps back. "Tell me Grayson. Would you still be asking for forgiveness if Kim and I were never kidnapped?" I asked him and he stayed quiet.

"I thought so" I whispered and turned around to come face to face with Kim. Even she was crying. I took her hand dragged her back to the classroom but we got interrupted by Grayson once again.

"What do i have to do to make you forgive me?" He cried out. I turned my head around to see him on his knees with his hands on his face.

"Even if I forgive you. There will be no point of getting back together. I can't be with someone who makes me insecure. Have a great life Grayson Dolan" I whispered and forcefully dragged Kim back to our father's.

I hear Grayson's cry once again which made me cry too. I can't let Papa und uncle see me like this. "Tell them something came up" I quickly said to Kim as i let her hand go.

I ran out the door into my own car ignoring Kim's calls and drove off to the place where I always was when I cried about Grayson.

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My heart was still aching and it was already 12 pm. Kim and our fathers kept calling but I never had the courage to pick up. My mind was foggy and my heart was heavy.

Before I could think any more, the door suddenly opened and two male voices filled the room. I didn't dare to look who it was since I already knew.

Both of their voices suddenly turned quiet "who the hell are you and what are you doing in our house" I hear Chase scream.

I slowly hear their footsteps getting closer as I never answered. I slowly stood up and their steps stopped.

I turned around and both of the boys gasped. "Emerald?" Alec asked. I quickly ran towards them and hugged them tightly. Both of them stiffened so I hit both of them on the back of their necks.

They groaned and were about to say something when the door suddenly opened revealing Kim. "I knew you would be in here" she said out of breath. Did she ran here?

Her eyes widened as she sees the two boys and like me she run to them and enfolded them into a hug. "I missed you" she happily said and let go of them after giving them a slap to the neck as well.

I giggled. "What are you guys doing here?" Chase asked while rubbing the back of his neck. My eyes narrowed as all four of us sat down the couch. "What? No how are yous?" I asked irritated. I mean we were just in a coma a week ago.

"How are you?" Alec awkwardly said. Kim growled once more just like in the hospital. "Cut the crap. Why are you blaming yourself?" She angrily asked.

"Because it was our fault why you got kidnapped" Chase angrily said as well as he stood up and walked back and forth.

"How is it your fault?" I asked angrily as well. "If we were just by your side you wouldn't be kidnapped nor be in a coma for god sake." Alec screamed putting his head in his hands.

"Are you dumb? We chose to go to McDonald's to eat. It was our fault not yours" Kim screamed while pointing towards us. "If we woke up earlier you wouldn't be going alone for fucks sake" Chase complained.

"Can you fucking stop? I just need another brotherly figure right now since my brother is in Germany again. I don't want to fight for the second time today. I just want to feel fucking happy for once" I sobbed and put my hands in my hands.

Why does my life only consist of fighting? The room got quiet besides of my sobbing which I can't control. "I'm sorry" I hear both of the boys whisper while Kim's soothing hand was rubbing my back.

"Look guys Emerald had enough of fighting today and so do I. Will you please cut us some slack?" Kim whispered. I knew something was up.

I quickly sat up and was about to ask her but Alec beat me to it. "What happened?" He asked concern lacing through his voice. Chase finally calmed down and sat down onto the couch.

"Ethan and I we argued earlier. He told me that I am causing him pain by separating both of us. But I can't take him back. I just can't he- he wouldn't even be talking to me if I weren't kidnapped. I just want to live a normal life. Without the constant worry of Ethan hating me out of no where" Kim cried out hugging Alec who sat next to her. He started soothing her and while Kim cried her eyes out I told Chase and Alec about the things that happened in the hospital.

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"Deporting in 10 minutes sir" the pilot said happily then he walked back to the front of the private jet. My father and Uncle Marcus were busy on their laptop while Kim was sleeping with her head on my shoulder and me listening to music.

Alec and Chase promised to come back to Germany as soon as they finished the year. I was still sad to leave both of them. I never heard anything from Heath and Keith. We tried contacting them but neither picked up.

Even Alec and Chase called and as soon as they mentioned us they hung up. I guess they are hurt that we never told them.

In ten minutes I'll be able to start a new life. A new beginning won't hurt nobody yeah?

Leaving USA means leaving my friends, him and my feelings behind. As soon as I'm in the air I would forget everything. Even if it means leaving my heart broken in his hands.

Should I at least say goodbye? But before I could even decide the doors closed and the plane took off.

I guess it's for the better to let him go.

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