So far away™ (Completed)

Little did you know

Little did you know that I was crying in my bed for weeks now

Little did you know that I tried to gain weight because I always look at myself in the mirror and say " you need more muscles in your body your too thin"

Little did you know I was planning on writing a suicide note to y'all but instead wrote this

Little did you know I was right next to my pencil sharpener but was planning on using it

Little did you know, I wanted to change myself because I'm ugly

Little did you know I lied about being okay or perfect

Little did you know I was planning to kill myself but instead wrote this

Little did you know how bad my depression can go?

It can go from my losing interest to cutting to crying to ignoring everyone to trying to find peace

Little did you know I have a perfect life with my family but act like they abuse me ( which they don't)

I'm so ungrateful I shouldn't feel this why, I'm the worse daughter and sister ever

Little did you know how I'm breaking while you fall asleep

Little did you know that the reason I'm this way is because everyone else in this fucking cruel world

I'm too young too feel this way but I did and it hurts

Good bye

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I really can't take it I think I'm going to take a break or something I don't know anymore I'm really at the point of breaking down right now

I'm sorry guys

💔