What are you afraid of the most?
Do you know what I'm afraid of?
Being forgotten,
Being ignored,
Being weak,
Cutting again,
Being shut out.
That's not all.....
But what I'm most afraid of....
Is dying
Even if I want to die,
I'm afraid and too weak to try
I'm scared to lose my breathe and close my eyes forever but I want that,
But at the same time, I'm scared to even try,
I wouldn't know how people will react to my death,
I want to know what death is like but at the same time, I want to stay and feel this way until it is time,
I realize I'm too young to feel this way but I do and I hate it.
I need to be here for my family...
My younger sisters need their older sister to be there,
My parents want to see their first born grow up, to see that I'm brace enough to pick good choices in my life and be there when they grow old,
My friends need me so they can be happy when they see me even the ones who might of forgot me or stop talking to me.
You guys need me, even the ones I never got to know, we're strangers but I think we can be friends, even the ones that never made it, even the ones that killed them selves, been raped, been murdered, we have to pray and care for the ones that passed so early.
That's what I'm afraid of the most...
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So far away™ (Completed)
Mistério / SuspenseYou loved me, you loved me not You cared, you never did... I loved you, but you loved someone else... You said you'll stay, but left instead...
