Leaving for good or start new

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It has been a while since I've been here lol sorry about that. Soo I finally turned 15 on the 9th, yup happy LATE birthday to me yay!! It was fun and weird at the same time but I loved my day❤️ hope you all are well!

I do have things to talk about....people leaving so soon now!!! It's happening so much now and it's frustrating and sad. Anyway I've been getting sadder too when I'm alone, like I have no one to talk to anymore, I can't talk to my parents cause they'll be out all the time now so I just bottle things up. It may be important reasons why people leave but they could at least tell me so I kinda understand.

( ok now this just don't make sense now...sorry)

But in my Snapchat I that I'll delete this and other apps since they're not helping me at all nor anybody is talking to me anymore, so this and other apps are practically useless to me now ( in three weeks, just wondering if stuff will change and if they don't in three weeks, it's bye to me), OR I can delete my accounts and start over, start new, forget the people that I knew ( cause I know some of y'all forgot about me anyway so ). I don't really know anymore, cause if I start new, I'll have to be good at communicating again like I used to. ( ever since people started to leave me, I became less happy or put less emotion to my sentences)

So if y'all are leaving. So am I cause I don't want to TRY and wait for you to come back or think about you, too scared to said things to you because you won't answer back or I just don't want to say things at all.

Sorry guys, really and also sorry for not making sense in general. ( you won't read this anyway so.)  Three weeks, and in those three weeks I might start making a new book that makes sense.

Sorry again ( what people say before they leave )

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